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"The reason why"?
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"The reason why"? Why do we exist? Maybe it was the luck of the draw, and God pull or name out of a hat? Maybe? Nine years ago, my father passed and it took his death to make me realized that life has purpose! When he died, he died in a "Blaze of Glory". Never seen so many people come to one man funeral in my life! it was held in a huge church, every seat was filled, people was standing inside and in the lobby,so full there were people outside, that couldn't get in. His purpose was to be a great person, and he was! So what is my purpose? I have depression. I get depress, bad memory. never really accomplished much, never finish anything. Maybe when God, selected me, he should had choose "B" instead of "A". At one time in my life I didn't realized we was given a gift. It took my father's death to finally open my eyes. I was given a gift and at one time in my life, I felted I didn't deserve it! Life is a secrete thing! Now, the hard part, what's my purpose? Will I find a cure for cancer? Probably not. Or the cure for he common cold, not even that. There got to be a way to make differences, but how? No clue. There was a man, that died when I was a young buck, people said, he<b> wasted </font></b>his life. They said, "He died with nothing and never accomplished anything in his life". Harsh word! I'm sure he had an impact on someone? I didn't know much about this man. I sure he touched someone's life, I know that in my heart! But to me I want to accomplish a goal, or do something to be remembered. What scares me if I die, and I'm forgotten, then I would had felted my life was meaningless.I always think of a song by Marvin Gaye, the song called "If I die should die tonight". I try to be a good friend, person, and I value and love the people that important to me, even my friends here. I might never meet many of my friends here, but they have value to me? Again, how do I get to what I'm looking for? The hard part is, I don't have a clue of what I'm looking for? But whether I accomplished that goal, I know I'm here for a reason. I was in the "A' category so I was given life, instead of "B" non existing! There a woman from my past, she broke my heart in a million pieces, many times. But I know deep inside she's not a bad person She contacted me on face book recently, and we chatted about life. She made bad choices, and had toxic relationships and was ready to give up. I told her, she has purpose, and was hand select by God to have life. Everyone has their own version, of life, some good, some bad. Some happy , some sad. We just play the hand we dealt and do the best we can. I said, "We are put here for a reason, maybe we might figured out what god has planned, or maybe we live our whole life guessing what's our purpose". She said, "Is this the reason why we exist"? I told her , "Yes, this is "The reason why"! Riddle time*** A easy one What comes once in a minute, twice in a moment, but never in a thousand years? Ans: the letter "m".          |
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I used to want to leave my mark in this world....carve out a great career for myself. Now all I want is to leave my mark in the hearts of my children and grandchildren in the knowledge that I loved them and was always there for them... That is my reason to exist.  ~~Anais Nin~~
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We all have a purpose in life. We do have all made some bad choices but we have moved on! No one is perfect hugsssss V Become a blog watcher sweet_vm
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Your right my friend we all have a purpose for being here.. Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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