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"There are many who rather have the "Y".
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"There are many who rather have the "Y". Every several months I miss a day or two from work. I say to myself, I need a mental health day. Because of my depression, a day or two off a new man. So when off, I know the why! Anxiety is one factor, being paranoid and being around crowds. An a couple of days off always help me regroup. This is the "Why"! But I want to know the "Y"! The "Y" is me being born with depression? "Y" I was dealt the hand I was dealt, and why couldn't I had a better hand? Another situation , I knew a man who would get a job, for some reason he'll get fired. He'll get unemployment, he always have a roommate. the 1st couple of months he'll pay his half of the and every month after that he'll pay less. His motivation in life is sleep around hours a day. Times he's not sleeping, he also love to eat. Also he's an alcoholic, so he's also drinking. He would lie on the couch, eating, drink or sleeping. He don't want nothing else in life but to do them 3 things. Sleep, eat and drink. So when people get tired of him, they throw him out, and he go to the homeless shelter. He'll be there a while, someone would take a chance on him, he'll get a job, and then the process would start again! "The Why" for him, He just wanted 3 simple things in life. Food, Alcohol and a couch. He said, he has room mate, because the landlord going to get on them when rent not . He feel whatever he give towards rent, he's helping out. Besides, he told me he's a lazy fuck. I agree, he was! His "Y" would be. not being born with tons of money , and owning a liquor store adjacent with a restaurant. He would have an upstairs with a toilet, couch, a table. After his hours of sleep, he would come<b> downstairs </font></b>to get two cases of beer, a couple of bottles of liquor, plenty of food and go upstairs eat and drink, and pass out! While others run his business. The last one is a little more serious! A friend of mines girlfriend had an accident and died. He never told me how she died. But she died. the "Why" accidents happens, and in life, we are born and eventually all of us is going to die. Maybe the accident could had been prevented, but in life when it's our time, it's our time! In this would people are born everyday. So, in life people die, then other's can live. Then they die, for the next generation of people to come. His "Y" is, "Y" people don't live forever? No one dies! No funeral homes, or cremations, we be like Cats with extra lives. The world would be way over populated, we would have take care people over 1000s of years old. People never die would be a good thing, but yet a bad thing! After talk to many people, "There are many who rather have the "Y"!           |
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2/20/2019 2:59 pm |
I never had to question any Y in my life and native belief is that everyone who is born is predestined to life the life as their predestiny determines nothing can change and the faster its accepted the easier the path becomes and knowing there can be no changes there is less to wonder about ..people worry themselves to death and that's the only thing can be changed is worry....
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It's good my friend that you take a couple days off to regroup as you know how to deal with your depression. Many people don't and can't manage it well. I hope your enjoying your time off with some sexy fun this hump day.. Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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