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"I chose good"!  

scoupe42 60M
6747 posts
6/22/2019 12:16 pm

Last Read:
6/30/2019 11:08 am

"I chose good"!

In this world there is good and evil. Someone must the good, while someone else might choose be the villain. I grew up with a bad gene and I was destine be the villain for I was angry. No reason why I was angry, but it was in my blood. But like Jekyll and Hyde, at times there was some good in me. When I was bad, I could get my ass whipped and didn't feel no pain.

Later, I grew up in a bad environment, where there's was domestic violence, thief's, and I see a murder at a young age, was this my blue print? But as always, wanted be notice, the Joker came . The are 3 censorious, that convinced me chose good or evil. at 9 years old witness a death. Wrong place at the wrong time. There was a man named, Mr. Fisher. He drove a cab.

Everyone knew the Fisher had debt and a gambling problem. One day, they someone collect, and on that day. Mr. Fisher paid his debt with his life! A second situation. I was almost , my mom took my siblings and me to New York for a family reunion. We all was at my grand ma, and hang with the next store, he told me his dad had a gun. For his dad was a cop. he brought back the gun, and told me it's empty.

So, I was some reason mad at my mom, so I aim the gun at her. My uncle saw me and took the gun, guess what. The gun was loaded, for years, I had nightmare about my future if the gun would had went off, and sometimes now. Very scary! The last situation, "The psychopath"! There was my age, his parents and mines was friends. He told me he was going to kill me. What was sad he was serious!

A few years later at a football game, we cross path. No audiences just him and I.I froze. As he was coming I saw my life passed before me. We fought, I died! As he was coming someone came and distracted him, and I escaped. I felted like I got a second chance, for I was slayed. I knew I got be good, for in all 3 situation, it could had be worst! Before the age of , I decided and "I chose good"!











Tmptrzz 61F  
107039 posts
6/22/2019 1:22 pm

I am so sorry to hear you had to witness such a horrific crime at such a young age my friend. But choosing good is always a good thing as it usually brings us much peace and joy into our lives. I hope your enjoying your weekend..

Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on..


scoupe42 replies on 6/22/2019 1:40 pm:
Hi Temp, Thx and always thx for viewing. Have a good weekend.

scoupe42 60M

6/22/2019 12:23 pm

The weekend is here, have fun!


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