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Only once...
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Only once... I know that I am bisexual since many years. It was not as clear as it is now and I had very confusing feelings at times. It may be hard to accept to be attracted by men while having a girlfriend and enjoying the first sexual experiences. So it was hard, but I didn't shut down my feelings and I experimented. My first experiments with guys started early. Let's say that my first year of university was full of new tastes. I remember watching porn on tapes with a group of friends just for fun, laughing and, sometimes, masturbating all together as a group ritual. It was just for fun, but later I started to invite some of these friends one by one to have more intimate screenings. When alone, there were less laughs and my friends appeared somehow shy. One could see that some were not bi at all. In that case, I just enjoyed the view of their cocks without being too obvious. Others were also open to experimenting and, when I was sure that I was not going to be kicked out through the window, I suggested them to masturbate each other. My technique improved with time. I knew the right moments and the right things to say to start the process. Many times they didn't realized that it was my idea. I was the innocent victim of their dirty games. Poor me! With a lot of them, we just jerked off together and that was it. I have never known if they talked to each other. But I don't think so. In the group, nothing changed. We had our girlfriends, classes, sports, and so on. Maybe nothing really changed for them. But everything changed for me. I was discovering and exploring my real sexuality. And I was sucking cocks! Yes, I sucked a few of my friends' cocks. They were very selected guys that I knew I could push further without being rejected or exposed. The first time I didn't plan it. That time I was really the victim. He, my dear friend Carlos, was almost coming, I could feel it on my hand, but he stopped me and simply asked: "Can you finish with your mouth?" I pretended to be offended. I told him that I was not gay and that the fact that I was holding his cock in my hands was just a game between pals. He insisted: "Come on. Only once!" It was not "only once". The other guys, whenever it happened, were quite shy after they cum. But Carlos wanted more and more. He wanted a quick blowjob every time we were together alone. And if I refused, he threatened to tell my girlfriend. Things got worse when he asked for my ass. I was on my knees sucking him when he said "I want to fuck you". The TV screen was showing a girl having<b> double penetration. </font></b>She seemed to enjoy it. I wanted to try so I thought, why not! But I said no. Again Carlos insisted: "Come on. Only once!" I knew that it would be the beginning of a new torment. But I was horny and I really wanted it. So I said: "Yes, but only once!" Carlos stood up leaving me kneeled near the couch. He came back with his bag from which he took out a pack of condoms and some lube. The horny bastard had the whole thing planned. He told me to lay on my back on the couch. He spread my legs and spread the lube around my butthole. Then he put a condom on, pulled my legs up and started to push against my little hole. I came immediately. My cum was everywhere: my belly, my face, the couch. He kept pushing but it was just painful now. I told him to stop, but he didn't. So I push him away with my feet. He felt down and I could see he was very angry. I stood up still covered with my own cum and I prepared myself for the fight. We didn't fight. Carlos asked if he could try again after a few minutes, but I answered no. Surprisingly he quietly left. The day after he told everything to my girlfriend. Actually I will never know what he told her exactly. She told me that she wanted a man and not a gay. She also told me that she screwed Carlos and that he was much better than me. That was also the end of the porn and blowjobs with my friends. I learnt the hard way that it's better to keep friendship and sex well separated. I met Carlos a few weeks ago. He was with his wife and he seemed sincerely happy to see me. He was very friendly and asked to meet to have a beer together. He even gave me his phone number. I didn't call. People change with time, I know. And I am a different person now. I grow up, in my own way. Who knows, he may have changed too. I am tempted. Maybe I should call and meet him. Maybe, only once! |
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Sounds like he was immature so maybe he has changed but be wary.
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I know I should not, but I am very bad at resisting temptations  Thanks for the comment!
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I tried to catch up with a couple of guys who I had similar experiences with and they cancelled an hour before hand. Two seperate guys on seperate occasions. Oh well.
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