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The Promise  

CynicusMaximus 52M
399 posts
9/15/2018 8:16 pm
The Promise

I've been trying to change my tone here.

In fact, I have been down right existential now in what I'm doing here and how I approach people. I still like talking to naked people here on the site. I'm just not here to talk to every single person.

I had a moment in a chat room and said something that I probably shouldn't have, but it was a shot across the bow for anyone who thought that they could talk to me like i was some glazed knuckle dragging moron. I say that with the full understanding that it's my ego speaking and just trying to lash out for how others made me feel in that moment.

Admittedly, I am just like everyone else and wrote two blogs where I lashed out once very aggressively and then another that was passive-aggressive in tone and I am working on that. I am working on projecting inward rather than outward and hopefully you will have a better understanding on why I can't stand 80% of the people on this fucking site.

I don't want to be another blog on this site complaining about the lack of interaction and how Little Miss Naked Butt has a photoshopped image on her blog. Why don't those people sit and write out a fucking blog about what's wrong inside of them that they have to commit time and effort into a blogland version of a diss track?

I'm not here to involve you in any of my drama, and I really don't want to hear about yours. Consider my blog an island where there is only one guy laying out on the beach. You can visit if you want, but if you start leaving your cigarette<b> butts </font></b>and bullshit here I'm just ask you to pick it all up and go.

Anyway, the title of this blog is derived from Chris Cornell's, The Promise. This song is an ear worm and has been for me as I have worked on a series of portraits over the summer and chatted with a special person. The illustration is of Chris Cornell and not my friend.


luciegirl2 55F  
508 posts
9/17/2018 8:22 pm

Dammit Cy, I just love seeing you on here!! That smile makes my heart melt!! Btw I read your blog ( really I did) but I rather focus on you!


CynicusMaximus replies on 9/19/2018 8:04 pm:
Just wait till you see the rest of me. I hope you like a wandering milky eye and a limp.

CynicusMaximus replies on 9/22/2018 2:54 am:
Hey, i saw that you sent a message, but i can't open it to respond

TicklePlease 56F  
13851 posts
9/20/2018 2:25 am

I was told there was a guy laying out on a beach here..... am I too late?


CynicusMaximus replies on 9/23/2018 8:59 pm:
No bathing suits allowed, tho.

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