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Blogs > mickiishere > Micki ' s Madness!!!!!

Can't keep doin' this!!!!!  

mickiishere 54F
81 posts
7/3/2014 7:19 pm
Can't keep doin' this!!!!!

Can't keep doing this!!!!

 

I been holding out trying to be good and control my inner being. For me to be such a sexual person doing without is so hard. I understand now when it's been said... " a man is thinking with his other head" ... I have a kitty that has a mind of her own. She's like me.... She wants what she wants and it's awful fang hard to persuade her otherwise. She is not liking this self satisfaction shit at all.... She has decided she wants the real thing and nothing else will do. I just got off of work and stopped by my usual hangout to have my one beer and head home for the evening. Hell no.... She has other plans. She thinks we are gonna get fucked tonight whether I like it or not. I have something to say about it but she doesn't think I do. I have had my eye on this one man. Wow he looks like he could handle me in a pinch and I can't help but notice those hands. Oh my god they could do things to me. I have dreamed about him and those hands. Probably would more but I've never seen it. She's at a point hell those large hands would be great.

Ok. Enough already. See she's taking over this story. Dang she is needy. .

 

So I don't just have sex with men. I can name everyman I've been with. I've made some bad choices and I've learned lessons but there's a part of me that SHE controls that just wants a man maybe even a stranger that there is an animal attraction to to just take me. Know what I want and just give it to me even if the sensible part of me says I can't. No not forced with me not wanting it.... I'm talking there's a connection between two strangers that is not denial. She has had that reaction before. Someone I see for the first time ever and she clenched tight. She sees through my eyes or has that sense or something. I can't explain it. I just feel it.

 

I know for certain I can't let her control me. I had a man tell me that I should know what this site is for. It's a sex site. Not a dating site. Wtf? No shit sherlock. That's why I'm here to blog my stories. Don't think facebook would be happy with me posting them on there. But I choose (at least the sensible part of me) to not give in to have sex with random men. My choice. But I enjoy<b> meeting friends. </font></b>If your ok with that it's all good.

 

I love my imagination and the things I dream of. I love sharing those through stories. I enjoy writing for others when they request. But honestly.... Right now.... I really want to let her take over and just let go. Unfortunately I can't.

cremepilover 59M
Ask me for a photo

8/20/2014 7:17 am

 I like the way your kitty thinks!


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