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Opening New Doors
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Opening New Doors Written by Her: Okay, so my partner and I are very new to this site and this lifestyle altogether. We both have some very vivid ideas about what we are looking for, but we are both a little on the shy side. A little about ourselves. I am a 38 year old female who has always had self esteem issues. I look at my body and wonder why would anyone find me attractive. I am 5 foot and weigh around 165, so I have some extra body to love. I think I have nice breasts though. I have a very large c-section scar and I no longer have a flat tummy (not sure if I ever did). Needless to say I am scared that no woman will find me attractive, let alone want me sexually. I am interested in having a lot of fun with the same sex. I think women are beautiful and I have a strong desire to see how good I would be with oral sex on a female. I wasn't really sure of my feelings about women until I started dating my current partner. I've known him for over 20 years, but our love relationship only started 2 and 1/2 years ago. In that time he has shown me who he is and I am very much in love with him and his spicy side. He is 41 and a closet crossdresser. He opened up to me about it in the beginning of our relationship, not wanting any secrets that may hurt us down the road. I'm a very open minded person so I was very much willing to delve into this and see what it was all about. The first time I saw him in lingerie I was very turned on. Let me tell you boys and girls, his ass looks amazing in a pair of panties. I prefer it when we both wear them and I enjoy the feeling of rubbing up against him when we are both wearing satin ones. Lucky me, he prefers a larger woman. He helped me learn new things that I didn't know I enjoyed. I had never cum swapped until I met him and frankly I find it very erotic. He likes the taste of cum and so do I. His reaction to<b> swapping </font></b>is also a huge turn on. He taught me about anal and showed me that it doesn't need to be painful, that it can feel very very good when its done the right way. He enjoys giving and receiving anal. When we discussed our sexual orientation he told me that he knew he wasn't gay but thought that he might be bi. He wants the experience of feeling a cock in his ass and mouth, although he isn't attracted to men in a physical sense. I told him that I thought I might be bi, I had a threesome once where I went down a girl but I was very drunk at the time, so I wasn't sure if I did it for the guy in the room or for myself. But seeing him dressed has made me realize that I like pussy almost as mush as penis. The idea of fondling a woman up under her skirt turns me on. There have been times when he was dressed that I wished he had a pussy for me to slide my fingers into. He is skeptical about this site and what others will think of him and what he desires. Like I said he isn't attracted to men in general. He is however attracted to crossdressers and transexuals, probably because of the outward appearance of a female. But as I said he is very into anal and as we all know a plug or dildo just isn't the real thing. He wants to feel the throb of a penis as it is cumming in his ass. He also enjoys the taste of cum (he only has his own to judge by) so he wants to have the experience of a giving a blowjob. These are a few of the things we are looking to fulfill by becoming members on this site. This is a first for us so we are asking for a little understanding and perhaps some guidance. VERY IMPORTANT!!! I am not here to fuck another guy and he isn't here to fuck another girl. We want to "swap" I guess, but really only MM and FF. We understand reciprocation is a must. Yes he is willing to give anal to him or fondle her likewise I am willing to do the same. We are both ok with giving and receiving oral between all parties. These are all things that can be discussed with the right people but I am just trying to make it clear that our biggest taboo is penetrative sex MF. He personally views kissing as too intimate to share himself, but he's okay with me kissing a girl, because he understands that is something I think is very hot and sensual. We are homebodies; we really don't do the bar scene. We have no problem going out to dinner or a movie. We enjoy shooting pool on occasion or going to Karaoke. But our perfect night would be at home relaxing with a movie or a video game...He's a gamer. If we could find a couple that would be up for RockBand that would be awesome. We also enjoy board games. A game night would be great... and if all goes well there will be a different kind of play to follow! So this is us. Please feel free to comment and add your own feelings, fears and foreplay. |
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great blog!! unfortunately my wife stopped playing and I'm probably older than you'd like anyway....good luck to you guys!!
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