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Second life in Southern Oregon  

mblfaf45 58M  
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12/4/2014 11:28 am
Second life in Southern Oregon

So I finally decided to start my blog. I have a history of blog rot so we'll see how long this lasts.

A Second life, or, another part of my life that is separate from the rest of my life.
That is all you should see of me here. That part I keep away from the rest of my life.

I live in a small town. As in most small towns, people make your business, their business. They can be nosy and judgmental. Given my social situation, I intentionally keep most of my life separate from this one, and it has its drawbacks. I hide my identity not just to protect myself, but those who are close to me. They have no knowledge of what I do here because its none of their business.

My wife is a slightly different case. She has given me permission to seek sexual satisfaction outside of our relationship but does not want to be involved and does not want to know when it happens. Yes, she wants plausible deniability. She and I have a very loving relationship, but for reasons unique to her, she does not have any interest in sex. She does want me to be able to have sexual enjoyment though and has encouraged me to pursue it.

The original idea was for me to find a 20 something. Having reached out on this site for a while I can see that the 20 somethings here who CLAIM to be looking for someone my age are usually those who have some other agenda. Typically this means money or drugs. Edit: I will caveat this with the fact that there are a few who do not have this agenda, but just can't make the time. I did not mean for this to seem like a blanket statement on all girls in their 20s on this site.

So girls closer to my age then? there are a few, but they are suspicious of my privacy. many portray themselves as promiscuous and adventurous and then get offended when I so much as introduce myself. Jesus, you'd think they were in high school by the way they act.

Years ago I was in the US Military, and I had some experience with the "Buy me a drink" bars. They exist primarily in the vicinity of military bases and there are women who you can buy a "special drink" that is a non-alcoholic single serving of champagne. for this, you get a small amount of attention from her and if you buy enough of these very expensive grape juice bottles, you might be lucky enough to get a hand job. That is what some of these girls remind me of.

So the most I can expect to get from this site is a handful of casual connections that won't amount to much. Who knows, maybe I will get lucky.

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