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Approaching old age - but I never got the memo.  

sukmanov 68M
9 posts
4/7/2015 8:30 am
Approaching old age - but I never got the memo.

I will be 59 very soon and next year, it's 60 and I will qualify for some pension benefits and other concessions for 'elderly citizens'.
Couples we know around our age are very set in their ways and a few actually have very individual type lives with their interest groups and clubs, without their partners - not to mention separate bed rooms.
We are still very much a couple and although our sex drives have became out of sync and the content is not as varied and spicy as before - we still have fun.
I miss the oral, anal and light bondage we enjoyed, but put even more passion, love and commitment into what we still have together, as I know I am luckier than some....She still 'handles' my cock better than any other lover I ever had.

My dilemma lies with my almost constant desire for pleasure, that cannot be reciprocated and the fantasies I have, that were never fulfilled.
This cannot be the sexual addiction I have read about, because I am not having sex every time I feel aroused ( when am I not?) and it's not purely frustration, as I am having sex with my wife two or three times a week.
There are experiences I wanted to try (like a threesome) and my lady was not keen and I never pursued it any further. I have always been open minded about sex and find Transsexuals and T-Girls attractive - that's why I joined here....
She knows about my nylon and lingerie fetish as I used to wear her underwear during sex and it was our kinky little session on special occasions for years.
As the years went by, she became more reserved and 'sensible' about sex in our fifties and a lot of the frills were 'put to bed' and she will not budge on any suggestions of reviving old favourites or trying new mutual experiences.

I am thinking that maybe I am a sex maniac and need to comply; like her I should act my age and accept that we are no Spring Chickens any longer.
The problem is I can't switch off my almost constant sexual awareness and when I am not having some sort of sexual experience, I am reminiscing about past lovers or fantasizing about potential opportunities to explore my desires.
We both had affairs in the past and we got through it relatively unscathed, but as much as I feel I'm too old to have an affair, I am still young enough to want to satisfy my unfulfilled desires and try new experiences before it's too late.

Paulette_75 59T
50 posts
5/26/2015 1:34 pm

 Hi,
I think I understand you so well !
You are not a maniac, just an erotic poet.
A pity we live so far, I wish I could give you some quality sex !

Kisses

Paulette


sukmanov replies on 4/7/2017 4:38 pm:
How I long for someone like you who, truly appreciates and understands my dilemma and could reciprocate my passion and desires.
I appreciate we will never meet, due to circumstances and basic geography beyond our control, but I will continue my search for fulfillment and contentment, and thank you for your encouragement, dear friend. x

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