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Has this ever happened to you...  

easy_going2014 57M
6738 posts
10/24/2016 10:04 pm
Has this ever happened to you...


Has this ever happened to you...

You are in a relationship... but, it's uphill or "one way"... and, you're just not feelin' it...

But, then... in bed... things are so exquisite between the two of you... you are in a trance... and, you feel like this is the right one...

But, it just doesn't feel right... something...

"Throat coarse burnt by pain of our hearts
so I'll save the kiss that was bittersweet
Cold smiles for us one final laugh
so I'll grasp the echoes of your sympathy
Promise me you'll dry my tears
clear my chest of wounds that heal
Please forgive what made us ill

Say you want me to hear but why you gotta be mean to me
And scream you wanna be free from me
When you know you are and you are but..
Say you love when I'm here but then you go and be mean to me
And scream you have to be free from me
When you know you are and you are ..." -- Delilah - "Mean to me"

You want the luv to work so bad... it hurts... but, you can't stop... you can't stop the beat of your heart... you can't stop the air escaping your body... in that slow moan when all your senses have been touched... that satisfaction has cum again... like the waves in the ocean leaving that imprint on your lips... both sets... aching from wanting more... yet... satisfied... pleased...

What was it... was it luv at first bite... were all the warning signs ignored... was the physical and the carnal too much for you to resist... the things that were said... were they ignored... did you take them wrong...

"Why do I let you cross the line every time?
Why do I stay if I know you're not mine?
Ride on your skin, I know that love used to glow
How can I let you go if I know I'm so close?

Maybe I'll get you out of my head
Maybe I'll forget all the things you said
Lies on your lips, but there's love in your eyes
Maybe I'll forget you some other time..." -- Alina Baraz - "Maybe" (feat. Galimatias)

Oh... but, the pain feels so good... and, yet you know it is not going to end well...

When you are alone do you question what you did... what could it have been... will the door still be open... hmmm... I wonder...

"Did I drive you away
I know what you'll say
You say, oh, sing one we know
But I promise you this
I'll always look out for you
That's what I'll do
I say oh
I say oh..." -- Coldplay - "Sparks"

you... ever the optimist...

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Cumup9009 54M/56F

10/25/2016 4:12 am

I love thid. It is so heart felt. I can feel the pain and aching.

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*Live for today because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may NEVER come!!! *


easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
10/25/2016 10:53 am

    Quoting  :

Hi Joy.

Thanks for your visit and comments.

I'm glad that you liked it.

While writing it I went through several lyrics and the three that I ended up with made the most sense.

The first was meant to evoke the pain and anger due to the fact that one doesn't want to see what is happening, and the way Delilah sings it, makes you feel her pleas for reconciliation, although she knows it is hopeless!

With the second song, Alina sings with a passion and a hope that she will forget you next time, "maybe"... but she is torn... she knows that he is lying, but, she is too weak to resist the temptation of guaranteed pleasure.

With the third song, I shifted gears to a "Coldplay" favorite. My intent was to gently let the reader come to terms with the breakup knowing that there will still be a place in their ❤️ for them.

And, he says... sing us a song we both know... that touched me as I share my music with my lovers!!!

Have a great day!!!

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easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
10/25/2016 10:58 am

    Quoting Cumup9009:
    I love thid. It is so heart felt. I can feel the pain and aching.
Hi cumup9009.

Thanks for taking the time to read and comment on my blog.

Your post pleases me in that you felt exactly how I hoped someone would feel having read it, and maybe, listening to the songs themselves, or not...

Thanks again.

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easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
10/25/2016 8:06 pm

    Quoting  :

Hi BiggLala.

thanks for visiting, reading and commenting on this post...

I read a few blogs this past week and was wondering 'were they real or were they memorex...'

One had posted why there weren't interested in the person they had shared intimacy with shared during several blogs... and, I thought... go figure... the blogs that I read indicated a real connection between the two... but, apparently... only one felt the connection... but, they both enjoyed incredible moments of passion and lust...

Another posted why they don't date younger men... but, they didn't specify the upper range for them... they depicted the cubs as if they were viewing their children... but, made no mention of the other side of the spectrum... and, I thought... hmmm... food for thought easy... food for thought...

Another posted how she had decided to meet yet, another fortunate soul encountered on this site... and, I thought... just like that... the cycle of love continues... the proximity of two interested bodies outweighing other factors... or really... just taking advantage of the low hanging fruit... and... more than likely will be a three and done...

And, then... I thought... well... maybe... these are just erotic stories... afterall, here we all are... hence... my story...

I thank you for your honest comments... You always give me those... In real life or in prose...

By default I have cyber met some interesting women... some get excited for a few weeks... others... continue the sharing of thoughts and emotions... some... a precious few... like you have shared more... including songs... and deeper thoughts... I prefer those...

that's another reason... I don't write in symposiums or contests... I just write for what I feel that day... or week... or months if I'm trying to convey a message that can maintain interest and be fresh as well...

thanks again for your comments...

have a great week...

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sweet_VM 65F
81699 posts
10/26/2016 8:46 am

I am in agreement with Joy as well.. If you gut tells you one thing run!! It is normally always right hugsss V

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easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
10/26/2016 4:49 pm

    Quoting sweet_VM:
    I am in agreement with Joy as well.. If you gut tells you one thing run!! It is normally always right hugsss V
Hi sweet_VM.

Thanks for your comments!

I hope that you liked the lyrics too!

Thanks again!

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2trythis 60F
5109 posts
10/30/2016 5:02 pm

This post hit home. Reminds me of the previous relationship I was in. Sometimes reality is easier to ignore at the moment than to face it, but we will have to face it at some point. Life has hurts in it, that's a fact. Believe that many times we have choices as to how and when we want to face them and deal with them. Thanks for the thought provoking post.


easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
10/30/2016 9:24 pm

    Quoting 2trythis:
    This post hit home. Reminds me of the previous relationship I was in. Sometimes reality is easier to ignore at the moment than to face it, but we will have to face it at some point. Life has hurts in it, that's a fact. Believe that many times we have choices as to how and when we want to face them and deal with them. Thanks for the thought provoking post.
Hi 2tt.

thanks for reading and commenting on my blog...

I'm glad that it meant something to you...

my intent was to put something out there that may have happened to all of us at some point in time... and, we don't want to see it... we don't want to believe it... we go into denial... we want to see if it can change... and, we will move on...

hence... I used the three different songs... but, I went thru many thinking... how could i convey the thoughts with the right lyrics and melodies...

thanks for letting me know...

have a great week...

enjoy Halloween tomorrow!!!

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