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"You apologize too many times, I gave up Used your second tries All the words you end spitting up"  

easy_going2014 57M
6738 posts
12/28/2019 9:37 am
"You apologize too many times, I gave up Used your second tries All the words you end spitting up"


"You apologize
One too many times so I gave up
You used your second tries
All the words you end up spitting up..."

this wasn't a fairy tale to me
you were all I needed you to be

so many second chances
all those empty dances

the look of love in your eyes
but, it was all a disguise

to apologize doesn't mean forgiven
it's my heart I have to live in

one love to give, one love to give
my religion, my favorite sin

the dominoes falling, one by one
counted to 3, said your piece, all done

nothing left, but hurt and memories
something, I so wanted to believe

you quenched my thirst, gave me water
souls, like ink absorbed by a blotter

I want to luv you
swim thru your heart blue
...................................................................................
"You apologize
One too many times so I gave up
You used your second tries
All the words you end up spitting up
You have gentle eyes
That I love that I hate
That I love that I hate
That I love that I hate that I love
Baby say it again
Maybe if you say it again
Maybe if you say it again
Maybe I'll believe it then
Baby say it again
Baby if you say it again
Change some words around maybe I'll believe you then
And I'm hurting from the way that this worked out
If you could rearrange your words you could've saved it
If we were made of water, we could swim around it
Can't no more
I still love you though
You're still my best friend
But I hate you though
And from my tippy<b> toes
</font></b>That I used to limp
'Round your big ego
I should've told you so
When you asked me if I could fuck you
When you asked me, I should've said no
And I'm hurting from the way that this worked out
If you could rearrange your words you could've saved it
If we were made of water, maybe we could swim around it
But I just can't believe no more
If we were made of water
If we were made of water..." - Banks - "If we were made of water"
...........................................................................................................

hmm

no reasons for me to say "sorry"
let's be each other's "make believe"

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easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
12/28/2019 9:46 am

these words and melodies truly penetrate my soul

Banks, you're rapidly approaching entry to my "Sliding to 30" a lofty goal

I have the luxury of listening to your beautiful lyrics while you sing them

others get to read you first, you bring me to such eroticism ,

thank you

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easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
12/28/2019 10:13 am

    Quoting  :

Hi D0ct0rSF

thanks for your visit and comments today

I'm glad that you liked this post

and, those lines were special

I'm glad that they meant something to you

have a great Saturday!

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Tmptrzz 61F  
107039 posts
12/28/2019 10:18 am

Some sad words today, and it really made me think about what kind of song I could share here with your words today. Then it hit me that this one kind of fits but not totally but it's definitely a heart felt song. I hope you enjoy a great Saturday..

Dwight Yokam

"Heartaches By The Number"

Heartache number one was when you left me
I never knew that I could hurt this way
Heartache number two was when you came back again
You came back and never meant to stay

Now I've got heartaches by the numbers
Troubles by the score
Every day you love me less
Each day I love you more

Now I've got heartaches by the numbers
A love that I can't win
But the day that I stop counting
That's the day my world will end

Heartache number three was when you called me
And told me you was coming home to stay
With hoping heart I waited for your knock on the door
I waited but you must have lost your way

Now I've got heartaches by the numbers
Troubles by the score
Every day you love me less
Each day I love you more

Now I've got heartaches by the numbers
A love that I can't win
But the day that I stop countin'
That's the day my world will end

Oh, the day that I stop counting
That's the day my world will end

One line in reservation, is this

Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on..


easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
12/28/2019 10:26 am

    Quoting Tmptrzz:
    Some sad words today, and it really made me think about what kind of song I could share here with your words today. Then it hit me that this one kind of fits but not totally but it's definitely a heart felt song. I hope you enjoy a great Saturday..

    Dwight Yokam

    "Heartaches By The Number"

    Heartache number one was when you left me
    I never knew that I could hurt this way
    Heartache number two was when you came back again
    You came back and never meant to stay

    Now I've got heartaches by the numbers
    Troubles by the score
    Every day you love me less
    Each day I love you more

    Now I've got heartaches by the numbers
    A love that I can't win
    But the day that I stop counting
    That's the day my world will end

    Heartache number three was when you called me
    And told me you was coming home to stay
    With hoping heart I waited for your knock on the door
    I waited but you must have lost your way

    Now I've got heartaches by the numbers
    Troubles by the score
    Every day you love me less
    Each day I love you more

    Now I've got heartaches by the numbers
    A love that I can't win
    But the day that I stop countin'
    That's the day my world will end

    Oh, the day that I stop counting
    That's the day my world will end

    One line in reservation, is this
Hi Tmptrzz

thanks for your visit and lovely comments today

I luv it when you share "firsts" with me

and, this one is another, it fits perfectly

Heartaches by the numbers, oh my

and, she came back

women, you can't live with them and, you can't live without them

thanks for this gem!!!

Hmm



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Livin_my_Life14 53F

12/28/2019 5:38 pm

Yup- I hear ya loud and clear!

Why say - hey, I’m sorry for hurting you.

When you can just “make believe” that-

You are someone else
That it never happened

It’s easy to run away. Most children do when it comes to being afraid. Some people just either haven’t matured or they are just assholes.

People suck

I’m sorry you are feeling this way today. I’m sorry that these words are dancing in your heart/head.

I wanted to luv you! Then you should have because I let you. I loved you in return. I was never enough. Never enough to be that water that absorbed in you. I was a rain bead rolling off your skin until another droplet took my place. Over and over again. Sorry was never said it’s much easier to pretend that you are dead. Grief stricken and torn. Fading away into nothing. Never more.

Just a little something I wrote a few months ago. I never posted it.
Xoxo
Hugs for ya!


easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
12/29/2019 12:15 pm

    Quoting Livin_my_Life14:
    Yup- I hear ya loud and clear!

    Why say - hey, I’m sorry for hurting you.

    When you can just “make believe” that-

    You are someone else
    That it never happened

    It’s easy to run away. Most children do when it comes to being afraid. Some people just either haven’t matured or they are just assholes.

    People suck

    I’m sorry you are feeling this way today. I’m sorry that these words are dancing in your heart/head.

    I wanted to luv you! Then you should have because I let you. I loved you in return. I was never enough. Never enough to be that water that absorbed in you. I was a rain bead rolling off your skin until another droplet took my place. Over and over again. Sorry was never said it’s much easier to pretend that you are dead. Grief stricken and torn. Fading away into nothing. Never more.

    Just a little something I wrote a few months ago. I never posted it.
    Xoxo
    Hugs for ya!
Hi Livin_my_Life14

thanks for taking tthe time to read and provide your insights to this interpretation

and, for sharing the lovely words

you do that

there's something about you
the way your keyboard finds the right words, thoughts, emotions

we have the scars of pain & hurt camouflaging those wonderful peaks of utter ecstasy

thank god for those

and, your time investment today

hmm



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easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
12/29/2019 12:21 pm

    Quoting  :

Hi Joy

thanks for stopping by to read and comment on this wonderful song by Banks

I hope my interpretation hit its mark

reminded me of a recent escapade that happened not too long ago

without a broken heart, could we appreciate the full glass

without the highs and lows, could we recognize the difference

thanks for the kinds words

to an incredible year, looking forward to your second grandchild

hmm



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