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Really, Annie?
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Really, Annie? I got to Ihop before 8 am and she was already sitting in a corner area drinking coffee. She sprang to her feet seeing me walk to her and grabbed me and kissed me hard and held on to me. "Annie," are you alright? I asked. "I am now that you are here. I need you Stephen more than you know. I am so out of sorts and don't know what to do. I know you think I am a slut because I came on to you at church...not once, but twice....sex was great and maybe you think I am using you...maybe I am, but I am in trouble." Her eyes were moist and she was ready to talk. "Have you ordered anything? I need to eat breakfast and take my meds," I explained. "No, just coffee. I am too nervous to eat. I need to tell you something. Go ahead and order and eat, but can you eat and listen to me?" She was really upset. "Yes, Annie....go ahead." The waitress took my order and I swallowed some water she brought to me. "Stephen, I am a bad person and I have used you and I am so sorry.," she was spitting out words so fast I could hardly keep up. "I've been having an affair with another married man. You know I love sex and since my third was born I don't seem to get enough sex. My plumbing was removed after the last and I my dentist, who goes to your church, fondled me when he thought I was under and when I responded to him and confronted him about what he was doing, he and I became lovers....that was seven years ago!" She spoke like she was giving a full accounting of her sordid affair.....and I tried to interrupt her and say it was okay, but she had a need to continue.... "I told my husband before he signed up for another duty with The National Guard that if he would not make love to me and take care of my needs, that I would find me a man who would. That I was still sexy, good looking and in shape and often had opportunities." She looked straight at me with searching eyes to see what my response would be. "Go on," I said to her.."Annie, I do not judge you." "Well, his answer was not what I expected, " and her eyes got larger...."I know about your lover the dentist" and I don't care" she said he said! "I don't want your body. You disgust me. I have stayed in this marriage because I believe in marriage. You have made a mockery out of it. I hoped I'd die in the guard and be done with life. You have broken my heart and made my life a living hell." At that point she broke down and was crying as the waitress brought to the table my plate of pancakes, scrambled eggs and link sausage and bacon with a glass of milk. My stomach flipped as she sat all that before me. She lifted her head up with watery red eyes ad started off on another ramble...."Stephen, the dentist does not want to see me anymore. His wife is beautiful and they are working things out. She has started to work with him at the office and is doing his bookwork. I have seen her and I feel so guilty." "So when I was told you were lonely and that you are a Christian man and I heard you pray at rehearsals, I just wanted to get close to you. I am sorry I jumped you like I did. I just need someone to talk with and someone who can reason things out for me. Can you forgive me? Will you please be my friend and stand with me. I won't involve you in any drama...my husband does not know about you, nor does he think I am not seeing our dentist. But he knows I've had a seven year affair with him and he wants a divorce and has taken the to his parents and has told them what he is doing." |
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