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Reciprocating Love Interest A Poem  

yesmamallthetime 56F  
4465 posts
12/26/2018 2:09 pm
Reciprocating Love Interest A Poem


I am afraid.
Afraid that you
Will not want me
As much as I want you.
It is that simple.

The thought causes pain
Like a punch to the gut
A stabbing sensation
In my abdomen.

I think of signs
And how ours align!
How we could shine!
But will we?
Can we?
At this particular time?

I have so much to do!
To prepare myself
To be the best I can be
So that you will see
That I am worthy!

But I slouch
Teary eyed
Staring at my computer screen.
Knowing that you
Will probably not wait.

It is all my fault.
I know it.
I had time to change.
But I didn't.
Stupid stupid stupid
Depression
And inaction.
Etcetera
Making me the mess
That I am today.
Someone I don't think
You can love
Never mind
To relate.

I tried to explain
The process of
My thinking.
How it is negative
And needs to break
That force
And get supplied
With positive energy.

I know a love reciprocated
Could do the trick!
But to get there
From here?
Would be like
Moving mountains.
A God's help
Surely needed!

All this fear
All this negative thinking
Surely is not attractive
Adding to the loss
Of any potential
Reciprocating love interest.

Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely


yesmamallthetime 56F  
11278 posts
12/26/2018 2:13 pm

Lots of negativity in this poem eh?

Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely


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