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Mixed messages...
Mixed messages... I am a take me home to meet your mother kinda girl...but don't be surprised if you get a blow job in the car on the way to meet her... I am a professional, educated, moral, mid-western, mostly sweet, Republican during the day. I go to work every morning, do my job, interact with staff and , maintain a professional appearance and no one is the wiser. At night, well...that's a different story. I love to play. I write sexy blogs. I fantasize. I play alone. I play with friends. I adore kinky fuckery. I live to try new things. I dig the dirty talk. Meeting people on the site after texting/sexting for a while has been a great experience whether there was a connection or not. By being the fun loving, sexy talking, playful "slut" I'm able to escape from the day to day drama. The escape and mindfulness of being able to let go, relax, and play affects me like a drug. I'm grown, and I can make choices that the consequences only apply to me. Live and learn, keep moving forward. The problem is that if it works out with someone, the old line..."But will you respect me in the morning" comes to mind. During the day I want to be respected and treated like a lady. At night, I still want to be respected, but not necessarily treated like a lady. Has anyone had this dilemma? "Seduce my mind and you can have my body, find my soul and I'm yours forever." ... Neil Gaiman quotes |
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5/25/2015 9:23 pm |
- Living two lives as one soul makes for an interesting dilemma; as much as I enjoy the sexual play, I rather go celibate than have the feeling of tossing a person out of my bed in the morning because I felt I did something "wrong" in a sense. That said, I miss the sense of sexting, riling my sensual emotions of free spirited wants and desires into a frenzy thanks to a few words that pop in my screen. I come from the school of giving and receiving, to play off a woman's excitement and returning to be as sexually witty in return. I enjoy a good sex talk, of hearing the intricacies of a woman, the tone and catches in her voice when she's excitedly feeling her body electrify because she feels I am touching her, but I do so because it's my words doing to her. I believe communication could get over such fears, to understand the points of such a relationship between consenting adults whether it is of physical or long distance in nature. But alas, sometimes, people are going to be people - finding the right medium where everyone is happy might be the unicorn in itself.
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That kind of dilemma is precisely why I chose my username "Manticore" (but Manticore was already take, so I used WingedManticore and ManticoreEye). A manticore is a creature with a man's head (and thus the wisdom and noble spirit of man) and a lion's body (with all the passion, lust and ferocity that entails).
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