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Today's Stream of Consciousness  

Brazilian_Diva 54F
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6/20/2015 11:11 am
Today's Stream of Consciousness

I've always been kind of dichotomy... my father's conservative, and my mother was the biggest left wing rebel. Dad was your typical Latin father, coupled with being trained to be a priest in Brazil until he decided upon medical school in Germany, while Mom was an activist and wanted to become a socialist after the divorce in the 80's and tromp through the jungles of Nicaragua with the Sandanistas. To this day, I still have a picture of her next to Raul Castro in Cuba. So, having these dualities exist in the same household was odd, to say the least. So, in myself, there exist several dichotomies, or maybe simply, things that could be viewed as contradictory.

Case in point, that is relevant to this website: I LOVE SEX... however, after a past of being extremely promiscuous and not really making much discernment other than pure lust, I now have become an extremely discerning person. I love sex so much, but there are criteria that one must meet to get into my pants. I have never WANTED sex so much in my life, and yet........... I am more picky than I have ever been, too... I refuse to have mediocre experiences, and so yeah, there are long dry spells, but I'd rather masturbate incessantly and cry instead of settle for anything less than the real connection, passion, hot sex, magnificent cock and intelligent, witty mind and unconventional perspective I so crave in a man.

I know I'm turning this website on it's head, most are viewing this site as just a "hookup" site... but I'll be honest. I'm rebellious, and I'm verbose and I have a lot to say... and so I'm going to be myself, because I know there are others on here with more depth than your average person. This site is just another means to an end, like others... at least here, I can say I LOVE BIG THICK COCK and no one gives me shit about it, just the opposite, I am lauded for speaking my mind about my sexual proclivities... and just so you guys know: I can't fuck like a man, and I can't allow a man into my body if it feels impersonal or cheap. I give a part of myself away that I will never get back. So, I refuse I do it.

In a perfect world, you men would be available and reliable and you would't flake out. I would be able to let go of my mistrust and<b> inhibitions </font></b>and just allow myself to be taken, and so I'd have sex every day. But the world doesn't work like that. People flake A LOT. People are trippy and strange and have odd boundaries. I have come to realize that I have my own things... so, we are all a little mad, and we have to be understanding and allow others to just have it... to a point, of course. The lucky ones are the ones that find each other, and who click because not only is the sex amazing, but you can accommodate each others' relative insanity.

Off to indulge in a breakfast of diner food to soak up the last two nights' unbelievable volume of alcohol consumption.

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