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Breaking Ties ...
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Breaking Ties ... Reconnecting and trying to remain friends always seems like a good idea … in theory. It doesn't take long to realize that, yeah, in reality … not so much ... And the texting ensues ... Me: Uuummm – you call twice and don't leave a message ... Him: I wanted to hear your voice.  Me: Let me guess, you are in NJ? Him: I will be soon for a few weeks. Me: How's Florida treating you? Him: It's great. Things are going really well. Me: That's awesomeness - happy for you ... Him: The only thing that would make it better is if you were here with me. Me: How are the ? Him: just started college. Still good at subject changing I see? Me: LOL – one of my strong life points ... Him: Dinner? Me: Could be ... Him: I would luv to see you. Me: Let's see how it goes ... Him: It's been so long since I felt your body next to mine. Me: How's work going? Him: Semi-retired. Me: That's great! Him: Do you still do that thing with your nose in the heat of the moment? Me: LOL – probably so ... Him: Miss your beautiful lips on my cock, the best blowjobs I ever had. Me: Nice memories are good ... Him: Let's make a few more. Me: I'm not going to be intimate with you ... Him: When you see me you will change your mind. Me: Uuuumm – yeah – no … I wont ... Him: Don't you luv me anymore? Me: I didn't say that ... Him: I can make hotel reservations for after dinner. Me: I'm sure you can. But, yeah, no … Him: Why are you denying yourself something we both know you want? Me: Wants – needs – there is a difference ... Him: You need my cock in your mouth. Me: What I need is this: for you to by my FRIEND before anything else ... Him: We are friends. Me: We don't speak for months and you call this a friendship – eh ... Him: It's always you who stops talking to me. Me: Uuuum – yeah – exactly … 10 years is a long time to keep the faith that he's going to change. 3 years of dating – 7 years of contact every like 6 months or so. And, yeah, I'm always hopeful when he reaches out to me that things will be different. And, when the same thing happens that always happens, for days after, I struggle within myself, trying to figure out why I can't wash this man out of my life … for like the millionth time … His behavior was the same as always – mine was the same as always. Tho, this time, there was something different. This “click” went off in my head and the door closed. Taking a deep breath, I locked it. Letting him go – I discarded the key into the Universe. And, there it shall forever remain ...  In Luv, Lite, Laffter ... |
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Good for you! Hope you are all better now. Embrace the suck
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Good for you! Hope you are all better now. In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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This is exactly how my relationship is well was. Even though mine wasn't a 10 year process the weight that has been lifted is amazing. You are an amazing person Trixie pooh.
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You have to do what feels right for you my friend well done..:hugs hun I have missed you.. Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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You have to do what feels right for you my friend well done..:hugs hun I have missed you.. In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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This is exactly how my relationship is well was. Even though mine wasn't a 10 year process the weight that has been lifted is amazing. You are an amazing person Trixie pooh. In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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