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Higher Power ... :)  

trixietrixster 56F  
3298 posts
7/23/2020 5:43 pm
Higher Power ... :)

Last Sunday, I had be at with the fucking chickens at the dam ass-crack of dawn, as I was heading down my pseudo family’s boat. Alarm set for 6:00 am. Tossed and turned and had the same thought pattern an overwhelming amount of times. I’d get drink or pace, climb back in bed, close my eyes … and, there it was, again. Over and and over and over – start finish.

The scenario:

Overslept. Called my boss – he fired . Insisting that I was still coming, tho, I couldn’t find the address program into my GPS. This one addy kept showing – my mind trying figure it out. Over and over and over and over and over and over again … an infinite amount of times. When I woke, I knew what my thoughts were, except for the addy, everything else was clear …

Cruising. I-POD cranking out tunes – AC max. Vape pen. Out of nowhere, I glance over the other side of the highway. The last time I drove that route, bout two months ago, I had just put a clusterfuck of a relationship in my rear-view mirror. Immediately, I was overwhelmed with the poison that was inflicted upon me. My body became physically ill the point where I had empty my goodie bag from Wawa … almost threw . My brain questioning its decision leave …

Then, it happened, the addy that I couldn’t remember. Numbers came – a street name. flashing like a neon sign … 9191 Progress Drive … 9191 Progress Drive … 9191 Progress Drive. Over and over and over. The feeling of tranquility settled over me – calmness. I was suddenly at total peace within myself essence ... *Universe Intervention #1 …

The rest of the drive was uneventful. Surprisingly, I didn’t get lost … LOL … completely directionally challenged! My first visit here – the place was huge. I had no idea where they were docked, so, I just found a parking space, parked and texted my arrival. While waiting for the location, I decided to start walking to see if I could find them. After like 2 minutes … LOL … thinking bad idea. The heat was intolerable, even that quickly. Minute 3, I see them. Just happened to<b> park </font></b>rite where they were … Universe Intervention #2 …

My first time using the laundry room, I asked this guy for help. He was very kind, and, told me that he just learned a few hours ago … his wife is going to be proud of him that not only did he figure it out, also that he was able to show someone else. After he left, realized I totally forget bout laundry detergent and stuff. I did procure a few of his and some dryer sheets. Later in the day when I saw him again, I was bout to tell him of my borrowing, then he wife walked in. He introduced us and I totally forget! Next time I see him, I’ll tell him and also throw some supplies his way. It was a pleasure meeting such a wonderful couple. New friends - the oddest of places … Universe Intervention #3 …

I was walking back to the boat, and, I got closer to where we were docked, a woman had a little doggie … odd looking … LOL … turns out they had the slip next to us. I engaged her in conversation and she responded very nicely. We got to talking … out of nowhere … she presented me with a job opportunity …Universe Intervention #4 …

I feel it within my entire essence - what happened to me was something that I had to go thru in order to grow. In order to know things which I would never have if this didn’t happen, bout myself and others. Yes – I did lose a lot. Yet, I’ve gained so much in such a short period of time. I’m living proof that the cosmos can and do listen when spoken to … just have to be open to such a thing, do our part. And, express gratitude and gratefulness …

The Great Spirit is at - coming in so many different ways. My spirituality is ever increasing, forever keeping faith for that I desire. Never will I give hope for anything or anyone. In the more than capable hands of the cosmos I am. The Powers-That-Be are aligning – a pattern of stars in the blackest of nite. Not. A. Shadow. Of. A. Doubt. Some. Seriously. Heavy. Stuff. Happening … 😊





In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...


Tmptrzz 61F  
107039 posts
7/24/2020 8:42 am

Happy Friday my friend I know you have been looking forward to it all week. And yes there is a higher power and we never know what is going to happen. I hope all good things for you this weekend..

Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on..


trixietrixster 56F  
3125 posts
7/24/2020 2:02 pm

    Quoting Tmptrzz:
    Happy Friday my friend I know you have been looking forward to it all week. And yes there is a higher power and we never know what is going to happen. I hope all good things for you this weekend..
LOL - I have ... whatever one wants to call it, yes, something bigger than us is out there. It's accepting it that's the key, we are all worthy of a magic beyond what we could ever fathom! ... early dinner date Saturday! Have a fabo weekend, stay safe, Happy Friday, my friend ...

In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...


NJGUY08090 57M
4306 posts
7/24/2020 8:15 pm

Hold your hands out. Grab hold of it and see where it takes you.


trixietrixster 56F  
3125 posts
7/24/2020 8:52 pm

    Quoting NJGUY08090:
    Hold your hands out. Grab hold of it and see where it takes you.
True dat! All that invention was only in one day ... so blessed I am ...

In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...


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