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damaged goods ~ Totally unRecyclable ~ ~ I do wonder about the one who says im too weird im too dis im too dat im not like her im cant be normal i wonder if I wore jeans & flip flops would he like me more if i wore a wig would he like me more I wonder if i slept with every person who desire my attention would he really have appreciated me more ~ what type of woman does that make me if I DO NOT WANT TO FUCK EVER MAN WHO SAID HELLO COME HER LET ME PUT MY PENIS IN SIDE YOU ~ COME ON I WANK ON YOUR PICTURES WOMAN DONT YOU KNOW ~ ? WELL ~ ~~ im too weird apparently to even get up & get phucked like that ~ im that woman ~ all he had to do was rip all my clothes ~ or I dont know what else I Could have done ~ im embarrassed ~ i only joined the sex sites to meet other woman who wear possible like me ~ submissive & fancy free ~ & now in ym desparation int he nationt o please him over 1000 blogs later & a man who hates me ~ & i got lost up his arse & thats normal if your a weird woman with submissive tendancies ~ you keep yourself safe & sound ~ knees on his Ground ~ I actually do wonder ~ how difficult it must of been for him ~ im so ashamed to think I scared men considering my virginity was taken away from me ~ & a fifteen & I never really understood what virginity was until i was 27 ~ {overly vulnerable} i was until i reached 33 ~ then i locked myself away from HARM its a shame really ~ medics can help me & i really do not want to<b> shave </font></b>my hair off ~ I do not wish to feel terrible about myself ~ i have had two homes in my life since 18 years of age & looked after both Queendoms really well ~ I thought it was a good thing being a modern pagan ~ embrace the faith of the land in which I stand RasStarfairy quite contrary ~ flying like a Eagle never like a sick bird illegal ~ its just ashame i must be at a horrible time ~ i really thought i was developing in to a beautiful woman ~ I had no idea I frighten the most greatest person how fucking dare you like me ~ not having a weave makes me less vulnerable ~ my dark skinn automatically puts me int eh box of she is strong & really your wrong ~ why should I walk around like its me with a dick between my legs when in fact i have a vagina ~ ~ thats like why im so "super stay away from people ~ my radar to pick up danger is broken ~ you could want to harm me ~ im gullible ~ so gullible im really lucky to be breathing right now like ~ ok i get it ~ excuse me for not being a starving african then like am i supposed to feel guilty for being british now ~ really welll sorry fuck you go rescue real bald headed african girls forgive me ~ & my too self secured arse ~ bloody hell ~ its sad well ~ well apparently I need help ~ I do need help ~ I cant get help from who i feel sorry for anyone who has to deal with me im slow im physically inner injured & I have a hole in me that can never be filled thats sad & because I dont wear a weave ~ doesnt matter what corset I wear I will always be Mrs Gummage to the world thats why i dont go anywhere any more outside of the UK ~ ~ the police have been kind ~ when they here me speak & I explain & talk or when medics arrived { paid people}~ they are kind & I think they know i need to go home where its safe ~ ~ if im too vulnerable for a good person ~ what makes me right for the wrong person ~ thats unfortunate~ well the wrong people got me ~ from 15 onwards ~ I still feel the bruising of belt buckles on me & forever {tarnished onwards really until 33} didnt realise ~ now i locked myself into safety apparently im too weird ~ excuse me darling i didnt really want anyone fucking me up again whilst I belonged to you ~ well I thought I did ~ did not realise I was againa fucking tool ~ well thanky ou men you win ~ another fucked up lady ~ unphuckingly fucked up ~ I was once a virgin ~ i didnt willingly give that up ~ those are the reason why woman at times slit their throats infront of you I wished id been a virgin again ~ so when the right person came i would have been a lovely creative person to match the ambiance of {His Great Life} I didnt know ~ im taking down everything~ everything ~ x I didnt realise actually how much people didnt really like me & thats a shame ~ one season I remember when I was wearing my nice white dress shame i literally have been crying all my life litereally I when new year came i did not imagine it being like this ~ its so sad so painful so unexpected ~ when i was young the minders use to make me suck his cock ~ he was big & fat like biggy smalls ~ yuck ~ & it didnt stop there ~ the bounderies & defense were down so ~ imaginbe right up until im 33 ~ i didnt know i could say no ~ I think whats sad is when your rubbish & you get recycled just to be used again & you dont know ~ every new start is a new start crush me please im scared to sleep ~ I dont sleep ~ i crash out ~ Queen Catherine of Argon didnt move on ~ she loved her King until her deat* ~it may be hard for me to move on too ~ England is full of good examples when they have them ~ x god save my rainy tears for my face hydration in da nation ~ please do not let me dehydrate crying ~ xx its just unFair its unfair as I cant see deception anymore ~ therefore ~ im just going to be taking pictures of my sorry self like just documenting how i have well tried to use the air in my lungs that have been given to me ~ ~ you cant go & get help if your me ~ I remember the first time i went to get help ~ the black woman who i spoke too in confidence ~ spread the word about my {pain} with int he black community ~ & then other ladies on another occasion robbed me at the health spa in camden ~ then well I feel like well hhhmmm if I hug a tree ~ due to the current situation in Britain now ~ hugging a tree ~Look recognise a mature eccentric when you see one at least ~ goddammit do it for me & im officially weird ~ no good ~ unrecyclable ~ scared of sex ~ im a woman who needs to be held ~ I was told to get help ~ ha ha ha very funny ~ I just didnt realise that I am now the horrible woman in Britain unsavable unphuckable un Normal ~ which mean ~ x everyday is the last day of my life until it happens ~ my fear factor ~ im now officially a born a again woman who still needs help ~ thats so like shamefull ~ excuse me im not available for fucking never ~ ~  |
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all that deadpool shit has come down now ~ fuck it ~ since I bought that Jason Fox book in my Home ~ ~let me just repaint da Queendom Ya~ im not giving up on the Great British aka ~ English Man ~ xx never ~ x I feel for them & im attracted to that ~ thats skin ~ you know when they are all in tactical gear large & in Charge ~ xx sorry world ~ Great Britain must be Great Britain for another 3000 years unBroken ~ this erotic Token ~ xxxx im sure there are plenty more Warrriors across the land & this time his new Name is the Punisher ~ every body knows Jon Bernthal is 1000% better looking than ryan da phuck reynolds ~ he is 42 & I can legally fancy him ~ listen lord ~ give me that hard Man of the Land ~ I have sage for that rage ~ & hhhhmmmm ~ im fine redecorating & unPhucking myself until he appears ~ Lord God yeah ~ making no apologies ~ Britains Frank Castle aka the Punisher ~ x change the comic subscription like im switching tracks in House Party 2 ~ Switch ~ ryan renolds is younger than me so ~ bye deapool not even on netflix so ~ boom chiciwowow ~ I am far from weird ~ your just Artless {big difference }
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1/13/2019 11:24 am |
Who said that "being normal" was a good thing anyway? The normal, typical and average just kinda boring.
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thank you yes well im lost for words ~ didnt realise the pressure was so I have no idea what normal is ~ I thought redecorating was normal I dont even know what the earth well is normal if it not Normally at time reading a comic or in modern days cyber reading is the new normal ~ maybe some people are too last century weird ~i m not sure whats nrmal if im not normal ~ bloody hell its the thought of me being forced to shave my hair & wear a weave that is scary ~ really scary apparently thats what Normal black people look like bald humans with no real hair & that makes me not normal ~ the unforsaken irony of my fate hurts ~ if i put a wig on & flick my hair like my name is Lucy thats considered normal & & me behaving like a Lady born in England is not normal ~ im officially confusingly fused ~ in this normality of weird fate ~
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~ xx~ I know ~ I wasnt expecting to feel like this ~ its Sunday the 13th ~ trying to escape the fate ~ I shall find a way out up & on my Broomstick ~ harness all the winter goddesses to my side while im Solitary & sassilly sacred & alone ~ happy moon Rise to you & thank you for your blessing ~ hi 5
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