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Revelations of a Male Bi-Sexual
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Revelations of a Male Bi-Sexual While friends and others say that guys’ making out with guys is repulsive – I wonder why. Especially girls who like to suck cock, why wouldn’t they think that a guy would enjoy the same. Not that I don’t get a rush when I see a gal with a nice pair of tits or a round, jiggly ass and think about getting into her pussy. To me making out with a guy seems perfectly normal. Is this interest in guys a born instinct or an acquired liking? I leave this for you to judge. Following is my story with some of the more memorable escapades. I don’t remember my age but certainly by seven I was playing with my friend’s pee pee’s and enjoying it. I am sure I was introduced to it when two or three older boys dropped their pants and made me suck them as they watched. I remember they had pubic hair and I didn’t. I don’t think they could shoot as I don’t remember that sensation of hot cum in my mouth, which I later came to love. After moving when I was seven, I remember going to the bathroom with a new friend where I sucked him and showed him how to do it. Even though there was no orgasm I remember it feeling very good. Interestingly, we took off our pants and often did sixty-nine so we could enjoy each other at the same time. This led to me once putting on my friend’s pants by mistake and then explaining that I swapped because I felt sorry for him because his pants were old and worn. I remember sessions in backyard sheds, vacant buildings and basements – anywhere convenient out of sight. Once in a basement, my friend William and I tried to entice Violet, a neighbor girl of the same age into joining our fun. We demonstrated by sucking each other in a sixty-nine position and at one point, with William on top, I grabbed his plump little ass, spread his cheeks and tongued his asshole. I had never heard or seen this done before but I must have liked it because I have done it many times since. Thus began my fascination for assholes. Whether nestled in a crack next to some balls or a pussy, they taste the same and feel the same to my probing fingers or cock. At about twelve I really got interested in girls and boys were beginning to feel that sex between boys was taboo. As today, girls wore Levis and when grabbing a kiss it was easy to slip your hands down the back of their pants and play with their ass and asshole. Another girl friend named Violet that I used to meet in the movies. would let me put my hand down the back of her pants and finger her asshole for hours as we necked. Most girls had pubic hair by then but they were reluctant to have their pussy stroked. And their tits weren’t developed enough to be of much interest so I was happy to play with their assholes. Although sex with guys was out, there wasn’t anything wrong with jack-off contests. Guys liked to show how big a load they could shoot. I jacked off a lot with my friend Sam. He was a big guy, 6’3”, with a good build and a nice ass. His cock was a lot bigger than mine, maybe eight inches, and bigger than any other I had seen. It was a little wicked looking due to a bad circumcision but it intrigued me. My friend Bob was on the opposite extreme, he only had about four inches. I just wonder if girls are aware that there is that big a variation in cock size. By fifteen I got a girl in a sixty-nine so I could eat her pussy and ass and get her to suck my cock. I loved the feel and taste of a hot pussy and still do. This was fun, but looking at those little eight page dirty books depicting comic characters like Popeye fucking and photos on a deck of playing cards I was anxious to get a real fuck. At fifteen I got my first fuck – an older, maybe fortyish gal who gave it to me missionary style. I remember grabbing her by the ass and running my middle finger up her asshole and this became one of my favorite things to do. You could feel your cock going in and out of her pussy through her asshole. After that, when my buddies and I were lucky enough to fuck girls at the same time, sometimes on the same bed or blanket, I loved watching their hot cocks going in and out of a pussy. Especially if the gal was on top so I could get a peek at her brownie. I wanted to get down there and eat that cock and asshole while they were fucking but that was out of the question. Watching a gal give head made me a little jealous. The few gangbangs I participated in were a sight – guys standing in line with hard-ons ready for a fuck. I often wished I could suck some of those big cocks waiting for a fuck. After a few guys the gal would be sloppy with cum so it was best to be early in line or to ask for a blowjob. Eventually I found a gal I couldn’t pass up and got married. Clearly the best pussy to eat or fuck I had ever had but for a while I continued to look for stray ass. Once with two friends I set up a date with three black girls. I had met the one girl and she invited her older sister and a friend. When I had met her the first time we wound up in the sack with her on her stomach, and while she played with her clit, I stroked her pussy with my cock and fucked her wet asshole with my fingers. I never heard such moaning and now I know she came several times because her sphincter tightened several times. I didn’t know then that that is an involuntary thing that girls or guys do when they orgasm. Later we all soon went to the bedroom. The girls stripped and climbed on the bed and the guys took off their jeans. The older sister was quite pretty and built - she lay there with her legs pulled up and her pussy showing. I couldn’t resist – I jumped her and shoved my cock in to the hilt. The guys stood there watching me fuck her. All of a sudden the younger sister let it be known that she was really pissed and she started to get off the bed. I pulled my cock and pleaded with her to come back. She finally demurred and I kissed her tits and slipped her my cock but I couldn’t keep my eyes off the older sister as she sucked my friend and then fucked him. After we all finished and dressed I had to drive my friends back home. The older sister grabbed my hand and said she would like to go with me. I took my friends home and parked at the first convenient place. She had<b> high heels </font></b>on and she opened her legs and threw one of them up on my dash putting a dent I the radio grill – afterward I would always think of her sweet pussy when I looked at that dent. I couldn’t wait to eat her cunt and taste the cum my friend had blown in her pussy. We tried to fuck but it wasn’t comfortable so she invited me into her house. Someone was sleeping in the bedroom so she took me to the bathroom. She bent over the bathtub and gave me a good look at her little puckered asshole. I licked my middle finger and stuck it up her asshole. There was a big jar of Vaseline sitting there – now I would have used it to ream her ass but I didn’t know then that I could get my cock in a tight asshole even with Vaseline – so I stuck my cock in her pussy grabbed her tits and fucked until I blew my nuts. Another experience with a cute, petite black girl happened when a friend and I were cruising around and saw her walking down the street. After several times by and a lot of persuasion she accepted a ride. I was driving so my friend tried necking with her but with no real response. I pulled over and asked him to drive. I gave her a kiss and ran my hand down the back of her jeans and fingered her asshole. She immediately responded and agreed to go somewhere to fuck. We parked in an alley and my friend got out. She slipped off her jeans and I pulled mine down. She grabbed my cock and gave me a real blowjob. She was young but she had been sucking somebody’s cock. She was a little gal so she easily straddled me and sat on my cock. She said it was big and she liked it. I fingered her asshole and sucked her tits as she rocked up and down on my cock until I blew my nuts. About the best fuck I have ever had. I then had to persuade her to fuck my friend, which she didn’t want to do but finally did. At work guys talked about girls that like to get cornholed. I didn’t even know you could get a cock in an asshole so I was surprised. I had always liked to finger an asshole but they seemed so tight even to my finger that I didn’t believe it was possible. I tried to get my wife to try it but no luck. I read a book telling about sex in middle ages England and it told about guys that would bugger another guy. This made me hot to think about it. Soon I saw porn pictures in books with guys taking it in the ass and eating cock. I began to think about my younger days when I sucked cock. I would rub my pre-cum on my wife’s tits and make believe I was sucking a cock. My wife spurred me on by asking if it was a good cock. I had told her that I sucked cock when I was young and it seemed to excite her to urge me on. Soon I was sitting on her tit and rubbing my asshole with her tit and then sucking her tit. When we did sixty-nine I would start by fingering her pussy and then her asshole and when my fingers were really slippery I would put two or three up my ass as I blew my load. I was dying for a cock. I fashioned a dildo about the size of my cock, but longer, out of a bowed oak branch. I practiced taking the cock in my mouth as deep as I could so I could really deep throat a cock if the opportunity arose. Soon I craved it in my ass. In privacy, I used Vaseline and slipped it in very slowly. After I got past the sphincter muscle it slipped right in. And what a fuck I gave myself. Soon I took the dildo to bed and I reamed my wife’s pussy as she sucked my cock. When she was real hot, I took the dildo and rammed it up my ass and asked her to fuck me. We did this many times but I wanted the real thing. I became fascinated with my own asshole. I took every opportunity to look at it in a mirror as I fingered it. Then I bought a vibrator and big latex dildos that I could ream my ass with. About this time, adult bookstores starting having booths for coin operated porno movies. I enjoyed the movies but soon I noticed that some of the booths had holes (glory holes) in the partitions. One night when there was a guy in the booth next to me I noticed a big hard cock sticking through the hole. I instinctively grabbed the cock and went down on my knees to suck it. Later I stuck mine through and he reciprocated. This was very anonymous but was a great way to get cock. But I wanted to get fucked. Finally on a business trip, after seeing a porno movie I went into the bar next door. I told the bartender about the hot movie and he said he would like me to stay until he closed. After closing, he turned off all the lights came over to me, gave me a big kiss and grabbed my crotch. I immediately dropped my pants and he did the same. His cock was not very big but it only took me seconds to get it into my mouth. He then asked to suck me. After a few minutes I asked him if he would fuck me. He took me to the low shelf by the windows and had me get on the shelf and bend over. From somewhere he had grabbed some Vaseline, which he used to lube my ass and then he pushed his cock in. I had a sensitive prostate in those days and his cock felt really good probing it. He had a big belly and it was slapping against my ass as he fucked me like a pile driver. He soon blew his wad and at the same time I lost my nuts. Needless to say I went back every opportunity I got. In those days it was hard to know who was into guys. Hanging around adult book stores did provide and opportunity to at least see if a guy was interested. I managed several hookups this way. One of the best was a guy in LA who took me home and after a few beers he sucked my cock, ate my ass and then asked to fuck me. He put me on my back and put his big cock up my ass and fucked me face to face. And what a fuck! My asshole was sore for a week but I got hot every time I thought about it. Another night on a business trip I picked up a young lady and we went to a park and got in the back seat. She wore no bra and she had big pointed erect tits which I really enjoyed sucking. And then she pulled her pants off and grabbed my cock and gave me a really professional blowjob. I reciprocated by eating her pussy. I tried working my tongue down to her fuck hole so I could get a lick of her asshole but she would have nothing of it. She kept saying it felt good only on her clit. Later she straddled me and gave me a really good fuck but again she resisted my probing fingers when I tried to find her asshole. All in all I enjoyed the session but felt I had missed something. On the way home, a guy in the car next to mine at a red light motioned for me to follow him. I complied and after we arrived at his apartment he invited me in. He was a small guy and obviously French. Inside the door, he grabbed my cock through my pants and squeezed it. We immediately took off our trousers and I dropped to my knees and started sucking his cock. Then he dropped to his knees and he sucked me. Next he took me to his bed and we did a sixty-nine. Then he got up and bent over on his knees and invited me to fuck him doggie style. I put a little spit on my cock and it zipped right up his asshole and he loved it. One more time I blew my nuts. I had got my asshole after all and felt very pleased with the night. Once when staying in a hotel, I was walking down the hall and a tall, muscular black guy smiled at me and struck up a conversation. I asked if he wanted to step into my room. He agreed and inside the room I rubbed his groin and felt a hugh cock. I led him to the bed and we took off our trousers. He was really built – thin waist and a nice protruding ass that reminded me of my old jack off buddy Sam. And then I saw that cock. What a cock! He had at least 10 or 11 inches of beautiful cock. I started sucking him and playing with his big balls and fingering his asshole. He seemed not to be especially thrilled with my work and I had visions of that monster up my ass. I got on my knees and put spit on my hole and asked him to put it in. With some effort it slowly entered but it didn’t feel that good without some lube. But it excited me enough that I blew my nuts. He never came and I sent him out with a hard on. Another time I picked up young black gal who hopped in my car. After parking she took out my cock and while sitting on the floor she leaned over and proceeded to suck my cock. And she was very good at it. After a while I leaned over and ran my hand up her skirt and found that her ass was naked and she had a luscious puckered asshole. I leaned further and rammed my tongue into her asshole. As I tongued and sucked I reached my hand to finger her pussy. Much to my surprise, I found a cock that was tightly bound up in a jock strap. It didn’t bother me but only added to my delight. When his ass was good and wet he got on top of me with his back and ass toward me. Slowly he guided my cock into his asshole until my cock was fully engulfed. He worked up and down using the entire length of my cock. When my cock was fully sunk he pushed his hot ass against me and rotated it around which felt very good. I had been drinking and it took me a long time to cum and it felt like an explosion when I finally blew my load. I always wanted to get it on with two girls. One night I picked up two and went to their place. I got the one girl in bed and she started sucking me. As her ass was facing me, I started eating her pussy and then tonguing her asshole. The girl friend who was on the floor next to the bed got on her knees to see better. I reached down and ran my hand under her skirt and started fingering her asshole. She then worked her head under the girl I was tonguing and started eating her pussy - so the girl sucking me was getting both her holes worked on at the same time. With that much attention she soon came and I followed shortly afterward. I had a business friend that when we were out drinking we often picked up a couple of prostitutes. One night we picked up two very good-looking ones. Our normal procedure was we would each pick a girl and go to it. After a while we would switch and fuck the other girl. This night we finished our first fuck and my friend came walking into our room and he still had a big hard-on wanting to know if we were ready to switch. I got very hot looking at his big cock and would have loved to take it in my mouth and suck him off. The feeling was only intensified as he looked at my cock. But given our relationship I couldn’t do that. The other girl came into my room and wanted to know how I wanted it. I told her to straddle me and eat my cock and we would go from there. In the light I got a good look at her asshole – it was the most beautiful hole I had or still have ever seen. I love holes that are tight with no external skin that look like a star burst with radial lines around the hole. There was a dildo lying next to the bed. I took it and gently worked it into her asshole. After stroking her for a while I removed the dildo and asked her to shove it up my ass. She did and turned on the vibrator. Wow! In no time I shot my load. I only wished that it had been my friend’s cock up my ass. Now FriendFinder-x and the Internet make it a lot easier to hook up. I have met a lot of guys and had some really good sessions. Through the Internet I was propositioned by another guy a little younger than me. We met at a fast food place and after checking each other out, we went to his house. We went to an upstairs bedroom and he said we could leave our clothes there. As soon as we got our pants off, I got a look at his nice cock and I went down to my knees and started sucking him. His cock was uncut and the head was sheathed by the foreskin. Even when I pushed it back with my mouth the skin came right back over the head. Only cock I ever saw like that. I was holding him by the cheeks of his ass and I worked my head between his legs and tongued his asshole. After a while he led me into his bedroom. He had a very high bed and he bent me over the bed and with my upper body lying on the bed my feet barely touched the floor. He spread my cheeks and really gave my asshole a tongue reaming. He pulled my cock back and sucked it until it was hard. Then he lubed my ass and gently pushed his cock into my asshole. I hardly felt it slip past the sphincter and his big cock was in me. He worked me slowly, banging his potbelly into my ass. And then when he got close to coming he fucked me like a jackhammer. It felt so good my nuts exploded. Best fuck I have ever had. Funny thing, my asshole wasn’t even sore the next day. I went back several times to get fucked and I always enjoyed it Somehow though, with all the cocks I had sucked I had not ever taken a load in my mouth that I knew about. I was determined to get a load. I met a guy in my van on a parking lot, as we didn’t have a place. He dropped his pants and sat on the seat. I grabbed him by the ass and went down on his cock taking it all in and then sucking the head and gland area. Soon he was ready to shoot and he told me so I could pull off but I just kept on sucking and he rewarded me with a really big hot load. I struggled a little to swallow it all and keep sucking – I since have learned to do this a lot better. The sensation of that hot load got me so excited that I shot my load. When I meet someone now we usually start out kissing and licking each other’s bodies – I am not much into lip kissing but some guys like it and I go along – then we usually suck each other’s cock and then I almost always eat the guy’s asshole. I really enjoy having a guy lay on his belly while I suck his cock from the back side, lick his balls and rim his ass. Many guys reciprocate but some don’t. Some guys just want to find out what getting it on with a guy is like. Sometimes they ask what rimming is. I usually am delighted to show them. I can’t believe the variety of cocks there are. One time the guy probably had only two inches but I gave him a good blow job and rimmed his ass and he rewarded me with a much bigger load than I had expected. I have seen many pictures of bent cocks and I meet one guy that had a nice big bent cock. I had a great time sucking it. Another guy had a big straight cock that was hard as a rock. He said he blew really big loads so I backed off as he started to shoot and let it run down his cock. It looked so good I went down on it and he almost jumped off the bed because it was so sensitive. Sometimes you wish you could do it over again. I meet this younger guy that when I got his pants off I saw he was really hung – probably nine inches. We sucked each other and ate each others asshole and then he wanted to fuck me. We didn’t have any lube and his big cock kind of scared me so I didn’t let him. Boy do I wish I had had some lube. I just wish I knew all that I know now and that the Internet had been available when I was young. I am still looking to get it on with a guy and gal at the same time. Sharing a cock with a gal sounds like great fun. Or doing sixty-nine with the gal and taking it in the ass sounds fascinating. I am looking forward to a lot more cock and pussy. I envy young guys now. |
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I'm lying here with a killer hard-on after reading your stories! I have also been bi my whole life. I cam here on FriendFinder-x with guys, and if they're married I always ask them if their wife knows that they're into guys. Most of the time they say "No." That's sad, to have to live a lie, even to your life partner. My wife knows I'm bi, and knows I jack off with guys on FriendFinder-x, and sometimes even participates by giving me a little nipple action, which is my particular thing. I think most guys are at least a little bi, whether they admit it or not. I feel certain I could get any guy to either fuck me or let me give him a blow job, given the right circumstances. Anyway, I think I'm going to re-read your stories now and have a good orgasm!
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