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Pearl in A Closed Fist  

Dark_Wolfmoon 47F  
35 posts
12/20/2016 12:36 am
Pearl in A Closed Fist


Have you ever watched a pick among the stones? Have you ever watched them grasp with tightly clenched fist their chosen treasure before they run to a favored adult to show it off?

Ever notice that they don't run with the gift in a flattened palm? Rarely in cupped hands?

Have you ever asked why?

The answer is simple, especially in a 's mind: "I don't want to lose it." See?

So they run with their newly-found, priceless (to them) treasure in a tightly-clenched fist, so as not to lose it.

This is how I present my most treasured and glowy bits (heart, soul, femininity, etc.) to those favored people in my world. I first present with the dirty, grimy and tightly-clenched fist that has dug into the earth and amongst the bits of stone and shell in order to find those precious treasures. Most turn away from the dirt, the harshness, the abrupt nature of the offering. Few wait patiently for me to open my hand to see the treasures kept safe there. An even smaller number are just as excited about the offering.

Those who turn away rarely get a second chance, even if they glimpse the treasure from a distance and try to come closer.

Those who wait to see and those who are just as excited as I are the people who will always be favored enough to be shown those treasures and glowy bits.

I'm different.
I will give you my treasure chest of darkness first. If you can handle that, then I'll bring out my shining moons. If one cannot handle the darkness, then one should not deserve the light. I have no interest in "trapping" anyone in a silken web.
I have no silken web. - C. Joybell C.


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