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About Me My name is Mohamed. I'm described as a fukboy, selfish aHole. I use women I'm not attracted to just for sex by stringing them along saying I love them and agreeing to relationships I don't want just to keep the benefits. In addition to lying, saying I love you when I didn’t feel it, I often said “I’m sorry” without correcting my behavior and repeating it, “I’ll try” and try harder, bear with me, I didn’t mean it, and I would often assure her I’m not doing things despite that I really am. I said and did anything to convince and gain her trust and played her like the con man that I am. I saw that she was vulnerable and took full advantage of her when she was down. She would break up with me, us wanting different things, her relationship and me sex, but I would always go back to her due to no other women interested. This gave her false hope, thinking something was real, that I was real when in reality, it’s just because I could’t find anyone else to fuck. When comparing me to the exs and other men, I assured her that I wasn’t like the rest, that I was different, and I convinced her to treat me and view me as such only to be EXACTLY like the rest. In the beginning I even claimed I was a nice guy. Despite my mistakes, I knew she wouldn’t leave me because she’s a mature woman who takes relationships seriously, one who talks about things, confronts in hopes of getting better vs up and leaving the moment something goes wrong or her way. I went with the relationship and saying I loved her just to keep the sex going, the bad sex, I love you being the only way I could keep the sex going even though she didn’t like how I performed. I wanted to keep her as an option. I don't communicate and I only care about making money. I didn’t communicate with her at all. I would often leave her texts unanswered, even the sentimental ones and would only call and text her around 1AM to come over. If we were ever out together, it was at a fast food place to get something to eat and I would be on my phone the whole time. I lied to her saying I was a nice guy and treated her with disrespect. I frequented dating sites in hopes to find better and kept her ONLY because I was bored and that she was the only option at the time. I kept her hidden since 2012 when going out with her, didn't go out on dates with her, didn't want to be seen with her due to not being attracted to black women, don't like them and neither do my friends. I made the excuse saying I was just a private person and didn't want anyone knowing my business when in reality, I didn't want anyone knowing about her. I don't care about anyone's feelings but my own. I don't like emotional and clingy women so I'm willing to try guys. I have a guy friend that I spend lots of time with. So much that my friends and family often called us a couple and that we act and fight like one. We even flirt and I always end it in “no homo.” I’m very insecure about my masculinity. I’m passive and very submissive. I believe men won't be as hard as women. I used to pick my boys company over my girls all the time despite her always begging for sex. I rather have been around a bunch of dicks, drinking at the bar than having sex. I told the girl I was with that I only wanted sex once a week because I get bored with it all the time. She would often get jealous and envious of my guy friends. She would get upset and sad too. I would treat them, check in on them, do things for them, show them more compassion vs the girl I said I loved and cared for and paid no mind to them calling me all the time being clingy, needing this and that, wanting my time but when she did it, I said she was being an annoying woman. One time during a holiday when I took her out to dinner, one of my needy guy friends called and I stayed on the phone with him, cheering him up and reassuring him the whole time we were out having dinner. I’ve taken calls from the same guy a few times, him telling me to come over, eat with him, bring him dinner, do some task, etc, completely ignoring her for my bro. I live with mom and I want to own gas stations. I have no desire to move out and am very comfortable living with her carefree. I don’t like responsibility or obligations. It’s the main reason why I never wanted a relationship. I like not having to think of consequences, especially for my actions and lack thereof. I wish to remain irresponsible and immature. I did so much to her. Lied to her. Strung her along. Played with her feelings. Didn’t take any of her feelings into consideration. Took advantage of her “hope” but as I told her “at least I didn’t cheat.” I treated her like crap but she was the only one I treated like crap. I didn’t cheat but made her feel like a side chick and mistress anyway. I would not go on dates with her or be seen with her, hid her from my friends and family. Didn’t want her talking about me or us. Didn’t communicate with her as if trying to hide a paper trail. Would only see her in the AM as if sneaking out after the main girl is asleep. When staying the night, I would dash out in the morning as if not wanting the main girl to wake up not knowing where I was. I often didn’t call her my girl friend even when together, just “my bitch” to which she would frequently protest. I treated my girl, what I called my girl with disrespect but didn’t cheat. This girl genuinely loved me and wanted a future with me. She would write me love notes and hide them in my pockets and car. She would leave money for me in my car, hiding it because I wanted to be manly and not take her money. She would buy me clothes and things. She would write me love texts, emails, hand written love notes, cards and letters she rolled up like scrolls sealed with wax and a ribbon. She used to sext me, write me erotic stories starring both of us, buy girly clothes when she was a tom boy, lingerie and model it for me, send sexy pics and made me feel desired and wanted not just sexually but overall. She was kinky, into role playing, positions, sex in locations, would sometimes show up just wearing a winter coat with nothing under it, and so much more. She paid attention to me and listened to me all the time. She gave me her time and attention when I did not give her mine. She took me seriously and the relationship when I just wanted her body. She wanted me to be healthy, looked out for my health and well being and in a motherly sense, always got on me about that. She tried to push me to work out and things like learning how to cook. She tried to help me grow and mature into a man, an adult but I rather stay a . She was concerned about me, my job and took genuine interest in the things I was involved with like cars. Despite so many mistakes, instead of just leaving me and giving up on me, she talked to me about problems, wanting to correct things and I just didn’t care. She was the only one that wanted it. I often refused the key to her apartment even when it was supposed to be for surprise sex. She wanted dates and movie nights on the couch to which I lied saying I hate movies but then would tell her how I saw one with the boys. She would groom and shave for me sexually and everything else. She wanted to cook for me. With only the first letter and the ingredients, she went out of her way going through Middle Eastern cook books because she wanted to make my favorite dish my mom always makes for me, Molokhiya. I just didn’t appreciate, was ungrateful and took full advantage of her. I knew how many guys wanted her and were after her and her attention. I didn’t care about that either. I didn’t care that she dodged so many of them just to pay attention and be patient with me. I just didn’t care about her even though I said I did. I said a lot of things but didn’t show it because they weren’t true. But hey, at least I didn’t cheat. ❤❤❤❤❤ For Women: Appearance wise I'm not attracted black women at all physically, mentally and so on. I would like to stick to my own race. I don't like tattoos, piercings, colored hair except red, and I like women covered and not showing off much like cleavage. ❤❤❤❤❤ Relationship Review : AVOID / NO STARS / NOT RECOMMENDED Avoid this guy like the plague. He will LIE and say he loves you even when he doesn't feel it (he admitted this) and will go along with a relationship that he doesn't want just to keep having sex. This guy is NOT boyfriend or relationship material. He doesn't want to be. He just wants to be a fuckboy and friend with benefits. Buyer beware on the FwB, he sucks at that too. He will only contact you for the benefits. He will IGNORE every text you send him. He won't text you or be in contact UNLESS it's after 1am when he's looking for a fuck after the hookah bar. With this guy, there will be NO indication that he thinks of you or misses you. No indication that he loves you. Well, he can't keep up the lie of him saying he loves you. He's not affectionate or romantic. He doesn't express himself or talk about himself at all. He doesn't ask how is your day or anything because he's only about your body. He will leave you feeling used, disrespected and not valued. He'll say he cares but turn around and treat you as if.....well, as if you're nothing to him. He's not a shoulder to cry on or lean on. He's inconsiderate of other's feelings and will often invalidate a woman's feelings if HE doesn't find the logic in something. Again, he has no desire for a long term relationship. He has attachment issues were as soon as he gets close to something, he'll push away. He has no desire to grow into a man and be in a serious relationship. He has no desire to leave the nest and wishes to stay at home with mom. Even when a male friend offered him a place to stay as roommates, he declined. He's insecure and feels comfortable in the safety of mother's womb. He claims to have trouble sleeping at another's because it's not his bed surrounded by his stuff. If you want no future with a person, then yes, I recommend. If you want to date just to date and waste time. I recommend him. If you want to be lied to, used and strung along, yes I recommend him. If you want to be an adult, I don't recommend this , this boy, this juvenile, this infant. I recommend you finding a MAN, a GROWN MAN, a MATURE man because this sapling is not it. ❤❤❤❤❤ Sexual Review: NOT RECOMMENDED / AVOID / NO STARS As a sexual lover, I highly recommending AVOIDING this one at all costs! There are so many complaints that I don't know where to begin. First of all, if you don't have a dildo or vibrator, I suggest you buy one to please yourself because this guy won't please you nor is he satisfying. When I say one pump chump, I mean it. He wasn't Netflix and chill. He was seven minutes and sleep. Down for the count. This guy lacks stamina, he's prude and isn't into anything. He has only two positions under his belt. He doesn't do foreplay. He doesn't do oral. He doesn't do dirty talk. He doesn't do deep kissing, only pecks. This guy is as boring as fucking a blow up doll. Correction, the blow up doll would be more entertaining and satisfying. He's a silent breather who just stares. No indication of pleasure. He doesn't even tell you he's about to cum. He'll reach the seven minute mark, you're getting into it when there is a sudden pull out. What the hell? Again, this guy is prude, not adventurous, not willing to try new things and now willing to give a woman pleasure because he's selfish in and out of the bed room. He has no problem using a woman for sex, lying by saying he loves her and going with a relationship he doesn't want just to keep the sex going. He'll go so far as to say those things knowing he'd get the boot otherwise due to horrible performance....which he did. As a mature lover, mature as in experienced in relationships, I talked to him about what I like and don't like, made suggestions on positions, toys, role playing, wore lingerie, everything a woman could think of to try to improve things in the bed room. I didn't just leave him as many suggested and to find better. I turned down so many offers of better. I was under the impression that he loved me, wanted to be serious with me so of course I was loyal and patient. Silly me. Because he only thinks about himself and knows what works for his pleasure, he won't attempt to be attentive to your needs. Once he shoots for the night, he's gone. Morning sex to make up for it? He'll actually protest and turn it down because he rather sleeps. Like I said, you'll be needing a nice dildo and vibrator with this man because he's useless in the bedroom and won't do anything for you. He will leave you sexually frustrated and when he does visit, he'll leave you just AS sexually frustrated if not worse because he doesn't know how to please nor wants to. Oh and more on him being prude. He will cover your mouth if you get loud. He doesn't like when a woman is loud. He wants silence. He's inconsiderate and will not make you feel desirable in the slightest. I've sent sexts, erotica, sexy pics, naked under a winter coat to no compliments or acknowledgement. He was using what he could get for sex even though he wasn't attracted to me. He’s sexually submissive. He doesn’t take control. He will actually ask for permission for everything vs being manly, dominant, and pin a girl down and give her a good fucking. He doesn’t know how to do a good fucking. He’s meek and very passive both in and out of the bedroom. I TRIED to bring other sides out of him to no avail. He always wanted to say “I’m the man” and didn’t like when I tried to dominate him in the bedroom like the bitch that he is and acts. Avoid this guy. I highly recommend NOT having sex with him. Have him buy a flesh light or whatever. Don't let him use you. Don't encourage him either. Find a guy that can LAST. A guy that is about a woman's pleasure. Find a guy that has an ego about it as well. This guy doesn't want to be the reason his woman goes stupid over his mouth on her. Oh and I forgot when I said he doesn't do foreplay, he doesn't use his hands. Nothing. He will barely touch you. He has no idea what the clit is and wants to get a woman off from seven min of pumping. He won't spit his fingers if he does attempt to locate the clit. He does nothing to a woman's boobs. He's good at guiding a hand to his dick indicating that he wants a blow job. After that he wants to stick, skipping your completely and wonders why you're not wet. Wonders why you're in pain having sex. He does nothing to excite. You'll have a better time taking a nap. There is no point of sex with this guy. He won't get you off. He's not satisfying. You'll end up doing the same stuff to yourself that you do alone to get off. He's useless. ❤❤❤❤❤ Car and Computer Repair Review: NO STARS / NOT RECOMMENDED / AVOID This guy is great if you don't mind someone dishonest working on your things. I do not recommend this person into your home to work on your computers, your car or your life for that matter. This person is a horrible character. He uses women for his sexual gain, disregarding their feelings, will lie about his feelings just to keep things going, will use, string along, mistreat and disrespect a woman he claims to love and care for, feelings that were also lies told. He's unreliable and not dependable. He'll say he'll do something for you and never do it because he was too busy at the hookah bar with the boys, that he just forgot or didn't feel like it. Yet, he'll always show up at your house wanting sex but again, forgetting the thing he said he was going to do for you, too tired to do it he claims or forgot so and so at his house. He's been described as lazy by previous employers. He does everything his way regardless of the rules or anyone's feelings. If the supervisor will tell him to do something, he'll still do it his way when he wants to do it which is why he got laid off. He's been known to cut corners and will lie to get what he wants, this extends to jobs and relationships. He cannot keep a schedule and is never on time. He only cares about money and will not make time for anyone but himself. He will neglect those around him unless money is involved. His girlfriend had to resort to replying to his Craigslist ad just to get him to come out to see her. Other times to get him out she had to say she was giving up money. Other wise he would have lied saying he doesn't have the time. He neglected and ignored her, not bothering with communicating with and to her like calls and answering her texts yet every time they were out together, he was always on his phone checking for ad replies, scheduling to come out and work on cars and checking car forums on how to fix things. He's a self taught non certified car and computer repair man. He's unkept and doesn't care about his appearance. He will show up in overgrown hair, hobo beard and the Addias shorts he slept in and Areopostel 1987 shirt (only one of three shirts that he owns) when he comes to work. He'll then visit his girlfriend in the same attire only because he was in the area vs actually seeing her on his own. Most of the time he'd only visit because he was working on a car in the area, wanted to use her vag, her bed to nap and her shower. He does not believe in wearing deodorant saying it fades so there is no point. Bed head all the time with no care to his hair. Never dresses up unless it's for a job interview. Will not replace tattered clothes and shoes with holes falling apart because again, he does not care about his appearance but expects his girlfriend to be cleanly<b> shaven </font></b>for him at all times. Has nothing to do with him on the job except that he shows up looking unprofessional. Yes, you're going to get dirty working on cars but still. I do not recommend such a shady character working for anyone let alone being in a relationship with anyone. The guy can't even repair a relationship. He half ass does that, saying "sorry"s he doesn't mean. "I'll try" when he has no intent. "I love you"s he doesn't mean. He wants to own a business but can't even successfully own and maintain a relationship. He repairs cars but can't even repair his personal life. Again, not recommended unless you want a half assed job. Like many told me, You can get better. You can find better. You deserve better. The same with your car and computer. Same with your heart. Don't go with this guy. ❤❤❤❤❤ Don't get led on, used, strung along, invalidated, neglected, and ignored by this guy. Find better. This guy will not improve. He doesn't deserve loyalty or any kind of treatment. He doesn't deserve a good girl that he had. He wants to be single. Let him be single. |
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