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Addictions to Sex & Drugs
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Addictions to Sex & Drugs We use drugs for the high or escape & alteration we feel and sometimes get to forget reality. We dangerously rely on the habits of those drugs which satisfies our wants & desires to feel good and love life. Doesn't matter which drug legal or illegal makes us high or low the addiction is the feeling we love . We fuck only for the high or release of a good nut and all it brings. Similar to being addicted to drugs when we climax and have an outa body experience your orgasm is your new addiction . Doesn't matter if alone, with a familiar or with a random lover you want it. You will use & abuse everyone including yourself just like an addict would chasing the crave of their next high. You will Lie, Cheat, Steal, Buy, Owe, Sell, Hide, Give or Deal with almost anything to reach that climaxing feeling that's constantly on your mind. Its irrelevant why, who or how you get high but more importantly on the when. So I ask you which is more addicting Fucking or Using drugs? Which one brings you to the highest climax? Me? I'm addicted to both and crave them equally Enhancement of every sense in my body makes every touch seem orgasmic mixed with the sexual confidence it gives while at the same time my body loses control and makes me do the wildest. The pleasurable touch of my lover is strongest while I'm high, so loving him is so addicting and mixing both on a daily highly dangerous. I constantly am craving sex with drugs or drugs with sex. At this point I'm confusing myself with the passionate touch of my lover and the drugs elution of ecstasy and calling it love. But I cant be high all the time and my lover doesn't even know I'm high and our sex life is better only because of it. What kind of relationship is this..... a fake one I would guess. Cuz if i'm not high and we fuck I don't climax. Which then pisses me off & I'll just be frustrated at him, fight, and then wants to get high anyway. Maybe it's not the addiction to drugs & more about the addiction he gives me. He's touch, his tongue, his sexy body, his cock, now that I am totally addicted too and will admit<b> sober. </font></b>I have to fuck him at least 2X a day everyday. Or I go though withdraws like any other addict. Constantly thinking when and where am I gonna get my next fix. Begging and pleading for the next time I can suck his dick or able to sit on his face, or oh so slowly ride on his fat cock till we end up fucking so hard and long that our bodys both become weak & dehydrated. I honestly can't tell anymore and it scares me. So when its drugs you crave its a little more obvious. People who love you are concerned for you and try to help you control and beat your addiction that's ruining your life. What if I only use drugs because I associate it with love to this man I know is bad for me but I'm addicted to his sex. I want to know if it's okay to even say or admit I think I'm addicted drugs because I am addicted to him. I am allowing him to control my life & makes me feel like I'm losing my mind. I don't think I can be with him and not be on drugs. I don't want this type of addicted to drugs & sex and masquerading it as love. So I ask now which is the most addictive Sex or drugs which is more dangerous? My lover is all I think about. I can't get enough of him. I lose sleep, skip meals, do whatever he wants even if that means allowing him to abuse & disrespect me just because I am addicted to letting him get his at so I can have sex with him later and let him think it's okay to treat me this way. I'm afraid the drugs help me hide from the reality of the fact I don't mind his mental & verbal abuse or narcissistic way of calling this love. I don't know what this is really but I'm addicted and have never felt this was before highest I ever been. So does that make me a drug addict if I stop using but allow him to stay knowing he to is my drug? And is that ok we call it LOVE? |
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I think they both can be dangerous, are dangerous. I depend on the person and their level of being able to handle it, some people handle it better than others.
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That's right both of them can be dangerous. The trick is knowing how 2 stay in touch with reality.
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