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My Gut Told Me No  

gymrat1974 49F  
1057 posts
1/9/2020 9:18 am
My Gut Told Me No


Today, I had a coffee date with someone. He invited me home, and I abruptly told him no. I told him it was because I had somewhere else to be, but that wasn’t the truth. I simply didn’t want to go home with him. It wasn’t that I found him unattractive. Indeed, he was cute with nice features and a what appeared to be a nice body. His looks were not my hold up.

The truth is that for as kinky as I would like to be, I want my<b> kink </font></b>how I want it. I’m looking to be fucked in some wild sweaty abandon, but on my terms. For as nice and as clean as he seemed, he was merely a transient, renting a room in a house with five other renters. He was a man with plenty of history, and maybe a future, but at present, he seems to be elusive, as though maybe he were nothing more than the modern day Walter Mitty; his stories were quite , though possibly imaginative and untrue. Maybe we weren’t going to share anything more than a naked afternoon, but in that nakedness, there are so many things being shared.
The writer in me told me to fuck him. I’m here for the experience, right? So how can I experience anything continuing to refuse everyone who comes along? But today just wasn’t my moment. Today it just didn’t feel right. I’m in this for the long haul, and not the sprint to the finish line. There may be plenty of questionable afternoons in my future, but today I made the decision to go home alone.

beenlost 63M
47 posts
1/9/2020 7:41 pm

run away! run away!


TicklePlease 56F  
13851 posts
1/10/2020 3:55 am

*fistbump

Celebrate that... "I didn't want to, so I didn't." So often we double-think ourselves and overlook the clear first truth.


boobwhisperer69 61M  
8322 posts
1/10/2020 9:06 am

You gave it a shot, no harm no foul! You trusted your gut instinct and you lived to love another day!!!


weaponxx69 41M
115 posts
1/11/2020 5:05 am

why not see what your gut says about me then I can give you that wild fucking your looking for.


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