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Blogs > Oralmourner > My sexual exploration

About John  

Oralmourner 47F
67 posts
8/23/2018 7:52 am
About John
It seems only fitting that I started with a John and ended with a John. I’m sure if you have read my blog, you’d know I have a thing for big tall guys. At 6’ 4”, John got me all wet and creaming. When he expressed interest in me and I read that he’s 6’4”, my lady boner was up. When you told me he enjoys giving oral, I was fully erect. Nipples harden and pussy drenched. When he told me that lingerie is a must for him- I soaked myself creaming. I wanted to meet him quickly split. Normally, I won’t meet someone so fast but I was listing after him and fantasizing about all the great sex we can have together. Checking off some of my kinky fantasies of being with a big tall guy who can toss me around and giving it to me good when my pussy is primed from all the eating he will give me.

We met at an oyster happy hour and when I saw him- I wanted him to bed me over the bar and eat me out immediately. I wanted him to push me face down on the bar. Ripe my dress off. Yank my panties off and go to town on my dripping wet pussy. Then I wanted him to unzip so he can ram his cock deep in me until I’m screaming for him to own my pussy and give it to me deep and hard.

Instead we chatted and I was rabbling in about work and a lot of other nonsense because I was so turned on. The bartender was giving me the eye a few times and I thought it would be so hot if John would eat me out while I suck on the bartenders cock. That would be an amazing MFM experience. I was sex dreaming about how good the bartenders can fuck me in my pussy while John fucked me in the mouth. I was dripping and clenching sitting there talking to John and eye fucking the bartender. * side note - I would totally fuck this bartender as this isn’t my watering hole.

I was torn between going back with John and fucking my brains out and being a good girl so we can have something ongoing. When we were saying our goodbyes- John did offer to meet again to fuck. I told him I would be available this coming weekend as I had guests with me last weekend. He text me later telling me he wanted to eat me out. I think I lost my shit with what happen with Kevin disappearing on me that I went off on a rant to him about who I wanted to have something ongoing and wanted him to be on the same pay. He did not replied. I asked him when he was free to meet. Again no reply. I deleted his texts and moved on. Also blocked him so I can purge myself from this icky feeling of being desperate. After a dry summer and having Kevin ghost me after a fun night with the allusion of another meeting. Then John ignoring my texts, I’m giving up on my illusion hunt for a FWB and getting back on the of dating to be in a relationship. If I’m going to be made to feel icky- I might as well get it from a boyfriend.

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