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Just Sharing My Thoughts  

7selim7 38M
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11/13/2016 4:44 am
Just Sharing My Thoughts


Here, I want to share my thoughts to whoever is willing to read or even take a glance of who or what I am. Relationship-wise, I wasn't lucky much in my past. I had good chances with good women but bad ones ruined me to a degree. When I say relationship I mean the real thing, love, future, etc. My younger years were<b> wasted </font></b>by my primal instincts and I followed what my instincts demanded. I chose a bad girl and it all went down hill from that point. Good and bad moments were shared but I was ruined by the crookedness of the girl. in the next years I had other chances with women, but somehow it didn't work out too. I found a girl I could love nut I ruined somehow by myself. All the good memories flows whenever I remind of that good girl. then I realize I wasn't longing for her. I was longing for all the sweet,warm and hot moments. Yes , I wanted to belong to someone and vice versa. that primal instinct made me try several things on the other hand. Tried fwb with a married woman, tried a relationship with an innocent girl, tried with a good girl and sexually got really close but not all the way... The ssearch/need for that warmed feeling is there. I'm trying to figure out what I'm looking for. Oh why I 'm here? that primal instinct directed me so. Why I am not persistent on to find someone to get that warmed feeling? That I don't know. Going all the way without feeling responsible or going all the way to a certain relationship with love... What about other options? I don't know. while I want to try more and more , I want someone for myself only as well. Going with the flow... Am I going with the flow? what is the flow? where is this flow? Am I really flowing?
If anyone Feels or Understands , let me know .

That's all about it for this time! I'm open for responses if you have any


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