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Blogs > SinnerInside > Get it out of my head...

"Tell Me Chyld"  

SinnerInside 39M
72 posts
2/24/2017 8:53 pm
"Tell Me Chyld"

Tell me chyld,
why is it that you are the one I write to
when I feel this need,
this pain that builds inside
until there is nothing else,
no smiles to behold in this world,
only the pain,
and you,
my dear chyld
haunting my dreams?

I see you everywhere little one
even my blind eyes show me your tears
as you cry for me,
brother that you never had,
father that you never met,
never knew of you
until I needed your innocence
to take away my filth
absolve me of my sins,
so that you are now the hell bound,
and I am the saint.

Inner chyld,
born of grief and sorrow,
all I can offer are apologies
for my misuse,
for the neglect that I showed you,
and how I wonder,
is that ever enough
to wash away the years of loneliness
that I put upon you
just for my peace of mind.

Answer me chyld!
Oh, how you mock me now,
when I am at my lowest
unable to defend my actions,
though no defense should be mounted
for I am the true sinner
and you,
you are my whipping boy,
the scapegoat for my pain,
the torment I pass to you,
yet here you stay
by my side
to be the one I write to,
turn to for my absolution,
so tell me chyld...
why do you still love me so?

japaneseass 56F  
50231 posts
2/24/2017 10:02 pm

 wow...i like this...the relation of whole sinner and saint thingy...and the punishment upon them...i just like it...hard to explain, but i dig the emotion...


SinnerInside replies on 2/25/2017 9:59 pm:
Thank you very much.

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