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Looking back....laughing and leaning into new life...
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Looking back....laughing and leaning into new life... So re-read my previous posts.....fortunately didn't make cringe too much lol...soooo much has changed and immensely grateful/happy now living trans and seeing the world as a trans woman. One really curious aspect is how I don't really see the world any different but the world see's me VERY differently. Everywhere I go there is not much blending in....so even the mundane tasks become more of an "event" lol. When I go out anywhere I have to be prepared and not forget this, not that I feel threatened or afraid but again just whether those I encounter are cool w trans people or not it's just you have to remember there is going to be more involved than just going about my day. There is going to be the process of seeing, then the identifying what they are seeing is not what they expect to then my fave part, when their eyes and expression reveal how they feel about what see....lil ol bad ass ME !!!!! I often seem to feel like I'm<b> viewing </font></b>things 3rd person, which is helpful and also unique. Whether they look cool with it or disgusted, I'm like.... do your thing.....'s what you better believe I'll be doing!!!!!!! Might have to pick up this blog more often. So if your'e one of the few who follow it or just randomly read it....say hi, lemme know what you think...good bad or indifferent.....  Positive is a choice...not a random outcome... |
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" I often seem to feel like this 3rd person " Interesting post. So the 3rd person, is that someone who is not the 'old; you, nor the 'new' you, instead the 'transitioning' you ? Or do you mean like a character that's created in the minds of those you encounter ?
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4/15/2019 8:37 pm |
Beautiful
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Hey Darlin, ........You look good to me!......... Sinfully Yours, backpocket13
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I get it
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7/10/2019 4:18 pm |
The "attitude" you are experiencing is more prevalent than most of us realize. If we appear generic, a liberal person isn't going to say anything. If I walk around with a Trump t-shirt, I'm going to run into trouble. ( I'm not political at all. I think both parties are screwing us. its just an example.). I also run into this with gay men. For whatever reason, my presence triggers them. I have had numerous spiteful encounters when I was friendly and respectful. so all of that is a long way of saying "if you are not generic or if you don't blend in", you are going to catch flak from someone. p.s. you are sexy as hell...
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8/31/2019 3:43 am |
The path you have chosen is not the easiest path but, the most gratifying I think. Just be yourself. I have witnessed all the reactions you have experienced. My reaction ranges from telling them to go get fucked or I'll pray for YOU or ignore. At any rate your chosen path is an act of freedom and you really can't appreciate freedom until you have experienced the lack of it. YOU are free ......... free at last. Love it and embrace it. I applaud your courage to be true to yourself. Kick out the jams Chickie!
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9/26/2019 1:37 am |
I like hearing you tell your stories! your eyes and eyebrows are so expressive it makes you a great storyteller, and I look forward to hearing more stories from you! Eddie
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11/18/2019 10:21 am |
Good for you, getting out and being yourself. You look great and have amazing eyes!
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3/24/2020 3:48 am |
My dear It's a very pleasant feeling. The sensation of playing a play, of making the spectators happy. At the same time, you have a slightly perverse pleasure in deceiving people Your Alice.
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1 post 4/8/2020 8:07 am |
You are amazing.....
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I'm happy for you that you are being yourself, despite it being awkward or strange at times. I'm sure it will get easier. I think you look lovely! Congrats!
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I agree...do your own thing that makes you happy. Who cares what others think. Most need to look in the mirror very deeply before judging others!
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You are gorgeous Alana!
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Wanna add a little more. It’s sad, a lot of the progress the lgbt community has made has been in recent years has been taken away. Hate groups on the uprise. Horrible agendas pushing to rescind legislation that granted rights for equality. I don’t understand. Every human being should have the same rights. And all over gender and sexuality. Especially silly and extremely sad that people worry about who’s attracted to whom. And really if you’re not hurting anyone with dastardly behavior, who gives a fuck, who you Orgasm with! It should get better but I always hate when civil rights get pushed backwards.
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