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Nostalgic Mental Walk  

EroticZenGarden 55M
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3/27/2017 6:33 pm
Nostalgic Mental Walk


Being a creative person, I tend to rarely turn my brain off.

I'm always thinking of artistic things or deep, pensive, ponder the cosmos kind of thoughts.

I'm always thinking of something.

This past weekend, I ventured on a 2 hour trip south to purchase a motorcycle.

That itself wasn't very glamorous filling out paper work, handing over the cash I had from selling my prized 1965 Fender Precision Bass, and wasting time at a dealership where I rather be spending it else where.

But alone in the car with only the radio and my thoughts, I heard songs and saw signs on the side of the road that brought me to a nostalgic place with past lovers.

It's interesting how the mind can do that from time to time.

I saw a sign for a town where a famous Triple Crown winner was bred and raised on that well known farm that was partially sold off to be a subdivision.

I never did move there as it turns out this town is also known for being where the KKK actually started.

And as much as I was drawn to the appeal of living in the country, away from the city, the closed minded<b> vibe </font></b>I got was definitely a deal breaker for moving there.

The reason this memory stuck out was I remember doing that trip to check things out and checking the farm subdivision and the learning the history and being at this fancy dinner with a past lover that lasted a few years together.

As I headed down to the motorcycle dealership, it dawned on me that I was on that same road two hours away that I had been on before.

I stopped at that Starbucks I passed on the way to a certain said lover's house for the first time.

That was a pretty hot time for a first with this person, like any new intimate encounter is filled with learning each other's likes and dislikes, rhythm, etc.

A new age, metaphysical kind of woman that had scented candles burning and very plush bed, it was a very nice first time encounter.

As a gentleman in public, I don't kiss and tell with specifics in any public forum but like most, had a lot of vanilla and healthy dosage of kinky with my girlfriends, lovers, and some poor choices of one night stands.

I enjoy the closeness of being in tune with my lover and have yet to find the right one for the perfect flair of subtle vanilla and the edge for kink but like anything, in time.

I was just reflecting back on my relationships as they've brought me to where I am now as I write this.

I have truly appreciated those I've had the privilege of laying naked with and enjoying our quality time together exploring each other together. After all, that's when a woman is the most vulnerable - being naked and showing her beauty solely for your eyes.

There has been some real steamy and sultry nights and yes, a few relationships that went south and we never speak to each other. Usually because of the lack of maturity to move on like adults.

I guess I was just looking back and I think the real reason was that I'm in the position of wanting someone I can't have, as our paths have crossed at this junction in each other's life.

The root of my nostalgic walk is this person has been deeply rooted to my soul in a very short time, is always on my mind and the simple fact is we can't be together.

Maybe our paths will cross again under better circumstances that's mutually beneficial and as an optimist, I'd like to think it will.

The reality is there's a greater chance it's all it's going to be.

So the journey goes on as we should always move forward. But take a moment to appreciate the journey you're on and how you have gotten here thus far.

Namaste,

j.

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