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So Maybe This Will Help
So Maybe This Will Help I'm hoping that being able to sit here, use IM when it works and chatting to people who want me will help. Help in what, I am not exactly sure but you never know what you will find unless you look. It's just a pity now that I am 41 years old and not 20. Oh to be 20 years old and be bouncing up and down on some big cocks with what felt like the boundless energy of youth. I know that many people have similar thoughts to me, it is said that the cuck male thinks about being the wife or girlfriend who he is watching being fucked. For me though I also think about being the attractive woman who I see walking down the street. Not just a, she is fit but a "wow I wish I could look and dress like that in public". Then, maybe, I could be as lucky as that girl as well in the choice of boyfriend she has. This feeling is particularly strong when I know that the girl is hanging on the arm of a particularly<b> muscular </font></b>or toned guy. Even stronger if that guy is black. Yes, like many of a certain type of white girl, I have a strong desire to be taken by black men. I don't understand what the attraction is, I don't know whether it is the reputation or whether it triggers some form of taboo thoughts. It is a strong desire that I feel though and it is something I would love to explore. Though in reality, I must confess to just being a size queen. The biggest cock I ever had was 9 inches and I'd love to go there again and even go bigger. When a man has size, he is always guaranteed to at least get a hello from me. For now though, I think I have blogged enough for today. August |
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