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How did I get here (Part 3)
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How did I get here (Part 3) So the internet had happened and there was a website and it was much better back then. So all of a sudden I had found a way to communicate safely with other people who were like me and liked men. I started to understand that I am probably bi-sexual but was not ready to admit it yet. Still "experimenting" as people say. I understood that because I wanted to take the more feminine role I was a "bottom". I had come to this conclusion because I had the desire to give oral, have my ass played with, I liked my nipples played with, I like to wear lingerie, and I kind of figured that I would have anal sex eventually. I had even painted my finger nails and toe nails and played with make up. So this fit. While i still remained very much a guys guy in public. I ended up meeting a guy online who seemed nice. I was 30 and he was in his 50's. He worked from home, was married but could host during the day. I was self employed so I could get away as well. So we agreed to meet at the Kentucky Fried Chicken and then go to his house if he felt I was not dangerous. So I was very nervous but I met him at the KFC. We talked for just a couple minutes and then I followed him 5 minutes to his house. I followed him in and we stopped in the kitchen. We talked for a few minutes, he understood I had not been with a man before and so he got me a coke and tried to relax me. We kept talking for what was about 15 minutes and I realized we had continued to move closer together. I finally could not wait and I moved over and kissed him. It was an amazing kiss, very passionate, and I put my arms around his neck. When we broke from the kiss he suggested we go<b> downstairs </font></b>to the den because neighbors might see through the windows. So I followed him<b> downstairs </font></b>and we started to make out in the den. I was so excited and my nervousness turned into passionate and desire. I unbuttoned his shirt and caressed his chest and nipples. he did the same. Then there was a moment where I realized that I was going to get to touch his manhood. I had this really cool moment and then I reached down and touched him from the outside of his pants. He moaned and I was so happy. I moved down his body and sucked lightly on his nipples and kept kissing down his body until I found myself on my knees and unfastening his belt. I pulled down his pants and could see his cock was so big in his tighty whities. So I pulled them down and there was a 9" beautiful cock staring me in the face. WOW. I kissed the end and licked up the bottom and sides. I licked his balls and he was moaning. I then took him in my mouth for the first time and started to figure out how to do this cock sucking thing. I don't think I was that good, but I did start to taste his pre-cum which was amazing. Eventually he pulled me up and undressed me, I was wearing a purple thong. He laid down a blanket and we both got on the floor and started kissing. He started to play with my ass, which was really great. But I when he tried to bend me over and fuck me that was a problem. First, I was not really ready, and secondly his cock was huge. So we ended up sucking each other and master-bating each other until we both came. Then we cleaned up and I kissed him goodbye. I had just had my first experience, and I was so happy about this. It could have been better but I could not complain. He was nice, sexy and kind. But this of course really played havoc on my "normal" plans. So I had this thought on how to solve this. First I needed to introduce my fiancee to toys and then get her to play with my ass regularly, maybe I could lead her to what I had year before with Lisa. Well I did buy some toys and we did play a bit, including her putting a vibrating bullet in my ass. And in her defense she would, at the time, finger my ass and play that way a bit. But she got on this "toy guilt trip" and we threw them away. Of course this was after we got married and now I was stuck in "vanilla" world. The marriage would probably of ended had we not gotten pregnant and ended up with a family. So I have spent 18 years in a marriage where I get sex once or twice a month if I am luck. It consist of no foreplay, very little kissing, me eating her pussy until she cum's and then me fucking her until I cum. Now along the road I have actually stepped out and had some adventures......more of those to cum........  |
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