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Blogs > ilovethewind > The Mind is too Sexy to Waste

Written reflection about my Sub  

ilovethewind 46F
36 posts
8/2/2017 3:22 pm
Written reflection about my Sub

He wants to learn how to serve me. How to please, gratify, and give me pleasure. He wants firmness and a steady mind to get lost into. He wants a container to feel this freely, a place to shed identity. I, the Queen of Control, am learning how to let go. To stay in my body. To savor more deeply how this man and his longing to be owned has touched me. It has. It does. Oh, how it does.

His lesson in denial has become one of accepting the prolonged build, to slow down the climb and savor the slow. In this he’s been an apt pupil. My lesson is to ease up on my denials and fall into the pit. My experience demands taking off my crown of thorns, descending off the cross, and getting my hands dirty in the murkiness of being human. It’s amazing that after all these years, I remain the Catholic school girl, so desperately wanting to be good, yet seeing no face of feminine holiness to look up to and wanting to connect with an Omniscient God. A god that, through biblical decree, has no time for my feminine meanderings into Body. And so it remains that underneath the perfectly pressed uniforms donned by these Catholic girls, that unsettled ancient lure of the sensuous beckons for its rightful place in the way of things. Those girls were always so bad…and as it turns out so am I.

Fun_Denver_Woman 57F
5 posts
8/4/2017 11:37 am

 Very sexy writing.


ilovethewind 46F
8 posts
8/10/2017 9:00 am

 Thank you for reading this! Sorry it took me a while to respond, I had not idea anyone commented! Have a wonderful day.


Foreverprime 50M

10/22/2018 8:55 pm

 Your writing is so poetic and beautiful. I wonder if you have written a book?


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