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I was a lesbian in high school...
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I was a lesbian in high school... Truth bomb: I grew up Catholic. I even attended a Catholic school for a very brief period. I'm just trying to set up how I grew up - prudish. I always used to have a hard time taking my clothes off in front of someone. I honestly still do sometimes, the people I meet up with are sometimes really surprised about how shy I can be. I wish I could say it's a role I'm playing, but that Catholic guilt runs deep. Then, I meet this girl. Let's call her... Kelsey. We become fast friends, she wants to hang out with me all the time, we sit together on the bus, at lunch, at recess... yes, recess. This was in the 5th grade. Kelsey was kind of spoiled. She was a single and no one really told her no. So one day she tells her parents (yes, tells) that I'm sleeping over. So, I sleep over. The night is uneventful except that we're kind of cuddled up, but I think nothing of it. The morning after, I need to change my clothes. Still freaked out about having someone see me naked, I try to hide while I'm getting undressed. Kelsey comes over and she stares at me. She says I'm allowed to see you since we're both girls. We know what each other's parts look like already. That kinda makes sense to me, so I stop trying to hide. I think this was part of her plan, because once I'm naked she asks to kiss me. I was already into girls and I knew it, but again, good Catholic girl, I never thought I would act on it. But, no one would find out... Right? That was an eventful morning, and we'd have more sleepovers in the future. We never went further than looking and kissing really. Until she moved away. This happened in 7th grade. She was 2 hours away now and I missed her to pieces. We were only playing before so I didn't think it would affect me like it did. I knew she felt the same when she demanded one last sleepover to say bye. Both of our parents threw a fit! But, Kelsey got what she wanted. And she made it clear when I got there what she wanted. So, I lost my girl virginity. Which was my actual virginity. I didn't have sex with a boy until I was 16. I'd have sex with 5 more girls before I let a boy in, including a fff. Don't worry, I'll write about that soon too. I still can't believe that happened sometimes... I actually didn't think I would have sex with any boys in high school. I was in love with 2 different girls, Kelly and Shannon. And they took up most of my high school career. As did all the straight and bi-curious girls... Me being basically the only out girl in high school meant that I got a good amount of play. I used to consider straight girls my specialty. I was also TERRIFIED of getting pregnant. Guys would always try to convince me with we'll be careful, it'll be okay... You know what's guaranteed not to get me pregnant? Sticking to oral. And sticking to fucking girls. I really haven't had the luck with girls that I had in high school. I'm still so intimidated by girls, you're all so beautiful and I'm always left feeling unworthy of your time and attention. But, that doesn't stop me from trying  .
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lovely story, you have what it takes and be yourself, you need a boost of confidence as your beautiful.
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Key word for me is was HAHAHA!!!!     
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Keep trying and go with the flow. There's a woman out there for you somewhere.
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