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A New Life
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A New Life I have recently developed the need to put down, in words, the journey that has taken me to the place I currently find myself, a cross dressing submissive who is addicted to performing sex acts as though I were a woman. So, as this seems to be the most logical place for me to do so I have decided to tell my story here. I will start with my very first physical encounter with another man. I apologize in advance for the length of this post, and most likely any posts that follow and I apologize to anyone who might be offended by the subject matter included here. My Introduction. This all started for me a long time ago. I was in graduate school in upstate NY and was quite naive when it came to m2m sex. I knew that I had some interest in gay sex but had done nothing more than jerk off in bathroom stalls reading the messages on the walls. One night near the middle of the semester, one of the students, a local guy, took about 3 or 4 of us on a tour of the local sex establishments, strip clubs and ABS. After two or three stops, we came to an Adult Book Store and we each went to a separate booth to watch some straight videos. I noticed that there was a hole cut into the side wall of the booth I was in. As I said, I was quite naive, so I had no idea what the hole was for so I asked the guy acting as our tour guide why there was that hole in the booth. He just laughed and explained the whole idea of gloryholes. He said it with such obvious disgust that I dropped the subject quickly, acting just as dismissively as he did. Back in the dorm, I was unable to sleep thinking about that gloryhole. The next day I went to class and then to the school<b> library </font></b>to get some work done but I could not concentrate on my studies at all as my mind was completely preoccupied with what I had seen last night. Unable to accomplish much of anything, I got into my car and drove the 10 miles to the nearest ABS. Inside there were about 15 booths showing 8mm films (I told you it was a long time ago). I chose a booth that had 1 straight film and one gay film. At the time there were two lights on the outside of the booth which indicated which of the two films you were watching. Being nervous about the whole process, I put on the straight film and sat back and watched. In a minute the door to the booth next to me opened and someone entered. Through the hole I could see the light flickering from the movie he was watching. I relaxed a little but then I saw his finger come through the hole. I froze! The finger wiggled around a bit and I am pretty sure I stopped breathing. The finger soon withdrew from the hole and I slowly started breathing again. Then, a semi-erect cock slid through the opening. Other than my own, this was the first cock I had ever seen up close. Its effect was instantaneous, as if by some magnetic force my hand was drawn to the cock and I put my hand on it. It felt like nothing I had ever felt before. As I slowly slid my hand along the shaft, it started to grow. It was magical. I bent over to get a closer look and before I was even aware of what was happening, my lips touched the tip of his cock. A heavenly sensation overwhelmed me and I was soon taking more and more of that cock into my mouth. As I slowly sucked his cock deeper into my mouth I was unaware of any control I had over my own body. This was everything I was looking for in a physical encounter and I was loving it. Then he pulled out of my mouth and again stuck his finger through the hole but I was not interested in getting head, only giving it. After a few seconds the finger again retreated only to be replaced by his cock. The entire process repeated itself two more times. At that point I guess that he was not getting what he wanted so he left. I quickly got up and left the store, breathing very heavily the whole time. Drove away but did not get far before I turned around and went back. Still breathing heavily I entered a booth on the opposite side of the store next to a booth that was already occupied. This time, I put on the gay film and stared at the glory hole. In seconds, a long curving cock came through the hole. I was on my knees in a flash and took this new cock into my mouth. This felt even better than the first one and I sucked that cock for what seemed like hours though it was probably only a minute or two, when he pulled out and started cumming all over the floor of his booth. I was completely hooked and sat back to catch my breath. I was getting ready to leave when the door opened again and another man entered that booth. I watched through the hole as he lowered his pants and displayed a beautiful and growing cock. I motioned to him and he fed me his cock which I sucked for all I was worth. Again, he pulled out to cum but not before I felt a couple of drops hit my mouth. I licked my lips and I liked it. Two hours in and I am a complete and dedicated cock sucker. As I left the store with my legs shaking, I knew that I would be back, often, and trust me I was. |
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