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Learning to Like to Gag
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Learning to Like to Gag Learning to Like to Gag Be sure to check out my FAQ post here for more detailed aspects of what I interested in. FriendFinder-x deletes odd words, phrases and n•mberz. Please<b> forgive </font></b>any odd sentences or constructions.  As I have become more aware of the sexual do’s and don’ts, I was lead to believe that you should never gag giving head. The goal was to always suck and swallow a guy’s cock without any resistance. My sexual goal was to be an open throat, a moist hole, that would suck anything put in it.  I tried for to be that guy. I tried to never choke, gag or wimp out when sucking a dick. I used my tongue, swirling it around the head of the cock. I moved my head the opposite way of my hand, to stimulate the the guy’s dick. I made sure to take the guy’s dick down all the way to the base and then look up at him and make sure he liked it. I’d seen the porn vids and thought I knew what all guys liked. A few ago, before the demise of the personal section on craig’s list, I answered an ad from a Black Man in the South Bay that wanted to face fuck a white guy. He was a few older than me (always a plus) and had a place to meet. We exchanged details and I went over.  Parking is always hard in the South Bay. The streets have to bend to accommodate the curve of Santa Monica Bay and the other coastal features- cliffs, outcroppings, and shorelines. Even if the streets are laid out on a grid, they tend to be narrow to due to the high cost of land near the ocean and the late start these areas had in city planning. I finally found a place about a block away. It was a my lunch hour and I was hoping to get a load of jizz for a quick meal. I entered the yellow house, with the obligatory metal gate across the door and hung out in the living room. There was couch, chair, tv and an unused fireplace. The guy was quiet and did not talk but unbuttoned his pants and pulled down his pants and shorts. He did not bother to close the Venetian blinds. not shy so I did not say anything.  We began normally enough. I got down on my knees and started licking his balls, stroking his dick and licking the head of his cock. He seemed cool with it all but not really satisfied. He pushed me over to the beige couch and started face fucking me aggressively. I started to gag and tear up and pushed him back. With out saying much, he laid me out on my back on the couch and put my face at the end. He held my head and fucked my mouth deeper and deeper and I gagged and pushed back again. Finally, he let me suck him off, swallow his load and go on my way.  We met up 2 more times, but it was always the same drill - him pushing and prodding me to stay low, on my knees, and gag on on his dick. It was frustrating for both of us, with neither of quite happy. Finally, I gave up contacting him, realizing I did not know what he wanted.  Later on that year, I discovered the Gag The Fag videos. Instead of a normal to rough face fucking, like I saw in most porn, these videos showed guys getting their throats filled with cock that was so big or at such an angle that they chocked, gagged, teared up, cried, and even threw up a little bit. Their faces would be coated with precum, spit and their own clear mucus. The tops would cum all over their faces and the cameraman would rub the whole mess all over. I was excited and intrigued.  I messed around with a few guys over the next couple of that liked it when I would gag or tear up while sucking their dick. Occasionally I would meet a guy that really got off on having me gag on his cock. But it was rare and I was gagging on purpose, not because the guy was hung or aggressive. It was more performance than actual sexual excitement.  I finally met up with a Black Man from Pasadena via Adam 4 Adam. He came over to my house, more professional than sexual. At 6 foot 4, skinny and bespectacled, he was around 45, really horny, a top and had a big hard dick. He had little body hair and was bald. His manner was more pastoral than dom master, but he was still clearly in charge. His voice was soft and he was gentle.  But once he started fucking my face - his face changed. He closed his eyes and clenched his teeth. And as I started to choke, he did not stop but slowed down a little bit and held his dick in my mouth. He would open my mouth up with his fingers and spread my lips open more. As he pumped my face, I started to gag again and tear up. Finally, tears came rolling down my cheeks and he opened his eyes and said, “Yeah.”  He put my head down over the edge of the couch and face fucked me again. This time I gagged and choked so much that I threw up a small amount. He loved this and made me gag even more. At first I was a little weirded out about the throat spit and got soft, but the guy was into it and as I gagged more, he fucked me harder. I was covered in spit and throat juice. I got hard again and he came deep in my mouth, me gagging and crying at the same time. He was in control of my mouth. I came without touching myself- a rarity. I loved being used and abused in this manner. The only way it could have been better was if it had been filmed. In the since, I’ve only found a couple guys that get off on having a guy gag on their dick and no one that gets into the extreme of the Gag The Fag videos. Most men are respectful, not too pushy, and just want to lean back and get an easy blow job. I’ve yet to meet any one that wants verbally abuse me and make me gag, choke and tear up. Hopefully, someday soon. |
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