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Blogs > expadvntr > My Blog, my Thoughts

Sunday musings . . .  

expadvntr 56M
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12/9/2017 9:35 pm
Sunday musings . . .

Been a while since I added something here. A combination being so incredibly busy (all on good things - no complaints) and also having so many things circulating in my head. The busy mind is a constant state, however. Had the damnedest dream the other night - a great, intense and very<b> realistic </font></b>sex dream. Oddly, I rarely have them and they are rarely memorable of so<b> realistic. </font></b>What was striking in this dream was the feeling of being real and also feeling great freedom.
I was in some series of offices and rooms and there was this smallish, tight woman who was so horny and wanted to be fucked. The environment was somehow a very open setting where others were feeling and being sexual. I remember being very hard and into it as well as she lowered herself onto my cock. She rode me very hard and wonderfully for a long time - summing twice. Finally after she rode me and had several orgasms, her joules were flowing down my cock and over my pals, so incredibly wet, she begged me to cum. I let go and really got into it exploring deep within her. I kept summing for a long time and it began flowing out of her. We looked down and could see it seeping out of her, down and around my cock. She lifted off of me, gave a smile and said, "Time to clean up!" She hungrily went down on my cum covered cock and was sucking and licking me clean, came up and kissed me deeply with a hot cum kiss, then returned to cleaning me. She suddenly rose up and spun around with her open pussy right over my face! She said I needed to return the favor and returned to sucking and cleaning me of cum. I looked up and could see her swollen pussy lips and cum oozing out of her. It looked so hot and I was still so turned on that I immediately began licking her inner thighs. The cum tasted wonderful and I inserted my tongue deep into her pussy, sucking it out. We were so into the tastes, smells, and feel of what was really a continuous orgasm. As I just stated, it was so real in the dream. We were finishing up and began to relax and rest only to see there were another woman watching us and playing with her wet pussy. She was so turned on to the scene. It then seemed it was all a part of a party or something - and then my dream ended as I woke up slightly - very disappointed to be back in 'reality'.

It was an incredible dream, but what has stayed with me is how so many of us have this dimension hidden within us. We hope and toy with ways to express it, share it, but our lives and social norms keep us from it. It is as if a major aspect of who were is repressed, alive, trapped, dying to get out and be freed - to be shared with others. It would be such a gift if shared with others who were respectful, open, adventurous. It is quite sad actually. I wonder how many here feel the same way?
Many here are just here for their own ego gratification or to play in some fantasy because the are unhappy, unkind, or into playing games with others. But I know there are others who have quality lives, good souls, who are also tapped in this kind stifled life. I so often my sexuality and its creative expression is very much a caged bird that dreams of flying.

This is not sadness being expressed, but reflection and need.

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