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Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep...
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Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep... Hey there everyone, Been a while, huh? Bounced around a few continents, spent a year deployed running around brightly colored polos and hawiian shirts in the desert acting like I was way cooler than I actually am. For those of you who didn't know, I spent months in Afghanistan. 2/10 Stars, would not recommend. The<b> mountains </font></b>are really pretty though when there is snow. Been back since September and my life has been...dull. Now that the world is on fire? Still pretty boring. I rarely leave my barracks prison cell (gotta love being 34 and stuck living a space that I would have been pissed have as a college student). At least I've got my keyboard so I get piano with headphones and not get bitched at. Anyway, since this seems be about the only outlet where I can express myself and not really be too concerned about how people feel about it, I feel like I've got something that I really don't understand. I know there are a handful of you out there on this site that I've enjoyed talking to on a more than infrequent basis, or at least with some kind of regularity even if it isn't often. I get told pretty often "I don't know how you're single," or "I don't understand why more women aren't interested in you," and so on. So I'm curious. It never seems to be for the same reasons that people lose interest in me, so is it that people just say that to be nice? Can you really mean that when you say that to someone that you've never met in person or really interacted with in depth? Not really complaining, because it is nice to feel like I'm not a total failure at interacting with women - just something I think about on occasion. Imagine you go years at a time with nobody seeming to stay interested for more than a week or two at a time, or bailing whenever the topic of actually meeting comes , or things like that. Gets old after a while. At least I'm used the solitude enough that I can keep myself occupied and usually enjoy the peace and quiet. That being said I, like most people I think, prefer get laid more than once a year, so I'm not just going be a total hermit. I just wish that human interaction hasn't become such a challenge as I've gotten older. Every once in a while when I have too much free time and not enough to occupy my wandering mind I wonder how in the hell my life has gone the way it has - not even close to what I've expected over the years. I've been derailed so many times at this point that it almost feels like someone just enjoys watching me squirm. If you believe in that sort of thing. I hope all of you who actually bother to read this have been staying safe from COVID and all of the other insanity going on, and have been able to at least have a little more naked fun than I have in the last...entirely too long. Don't be shy, I may not be the best at it but I always try to respond to comments/messages, so reach out. Bull, out! |
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8/23/2020 9:51 am |
I've enjoyed reading your blogs and I appreciate where you find yourself. A fellow traveler here. I'll have to admit that I've enjoyed seeing your pictures, keep up the good work and stay as safe as you can. It might be a rare thing here, but I wonder if you can build a friendship on what we could share. Peace
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