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Why Am I Here?  

rebelviking2 65M  
8 posts
6/15/2018 7:19 pm
Why Am I Here?


That's the question I keep asking myself. "Why am I here?"
When I first joined this site, I was going through a rough time. I felt I needed to have some contact with the outside world. I wasn't looking for anything other than conversation with other people, and for the most part, that's still all I'm looking for. That's not to say that I wouldn't mind actually meeting some or even a group of people, but I have to be<b> realistic. </font></b>There are aspects of my life, which I won't get into at the moment, that prevent me from establishing anything other than an online connection.
It's frustrating and somewhat depressing, and even though I've accepted my lot in life, that doesn't mean that I don't want something better and I refuse to believe that things can't or won't get better.
I'm flawed,, I know this, I have my limitations like every else,, I've never claimed to be perfect,, but I AM ALIVE,, I have wants, needs, and feelings like any else and by the same token, I'm not looking for perfection,, that's an illusion, a "pipe dream".
I've made mistakes in the past and chances are I'll make a few more before I leave this world...…….
Sorry,,, got off topic,, Since joining this site, I have made a few Friends,, haven't met any of them but n the less I still consider them as Friends. I have been invited to a couple of "Meet & Greets" as they call them, and I would have loved to have been able to attend, but "reality" steps in and I have had to decline.
At this point in time, I'd be satisfied to set across a dinner table looking at a Friendly face and enjoying a nice conversation, and if the evening stops there, that's fine, at least it would be a break from the "norm".
Perhaps in a future blog, I may tell the full story, or,, if by some chance, some wants to know more about me, I'll tell them, and after that,, as always,, the choice to continue will be up to them, if not, then so be it,, there won't be any hard feelings, least wise not on my end.
Leave a comment if you like, if not that's cool too and just for info purposes,,, you can generally catch me in the Texas Chatroom, drop by and say Hello.

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