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He First  

juicycpl 53M/45F
86 posts
2/9/2020 7:38 pm
He First

I guess it's good
I never told you
I loved you.
I never said the words.
I saved myself
That knowledge
You would not have
Cared or bothered
Except to say
You are sorry
That I felt so much.
When you did not share
My feelings.
You might have said
Sorry I was hurt.
You didn't mean
For that to happen.
Is this the lesson?
Never speak the words?

They almost slipped
This last time.
What a fool
I would have been.
You would have told me
How foolish I was
How I misread the signals.
You were just a man.
In a passionate moment
Nothing special
Any woman would do.
In fact another woman texted
While we were together
But I didn't know.

So the<b> lesson </font></b>from now
Let him tell me first.
How long should I wait?
Weeks, months, years?
I am not getting any younger.
My heart is not the strongest
I will keep it safe as best I can
Words will not escape
That can be thrown back
Discarded as unwanted
And worthless to them.

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