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From my waterless shower stall of disability!  

Crixus74BC 67M
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2/24/2018 3:56 pm
From my waterless shower stall of disability!

"Hi there cutie! I' bored. I see you live near ! Want to fuck tonight"! I the only idiot getting these? Screwed yeah, but never laid! In all seriousness , I' in a lot of pain here, emotionally and physical. Extremely loud tinnitus made worse by alcohol, among other bad stuff.But I will only talk about the mental now or what happens to a guy who can never get laid and loved by any female even remotely attractive.I'am not talking about the Peconic bay bait lady here, way back, who was actually a rather nice person and knew how to handle worms! I'am talking about an attractive, horny, loving, caring women that can lift my dick straight up, or what's the point.? That's what I need! What would I be paying for.? And you all ways do! By most every standard in hot female phycology, I'am the unattractive loser male troll type that many would feel deserves to stay a virgin! That may be good for them, but it's not good for my phycology one lousy bit! There is a good freaking reason I don't want to post a picture photo of my actual current self! I can submit a half way decent one of me at 27, with all my hair, a nice smile with a full set of teeth, lean& sort of muscular in a tight looking "sweaty" tee shirt wearing a ruck sack and a canteen at my side. Photo ped when crawling up that miserable rock road of the Tuckerman Ravine trail, Mt. Wash. N.H. I looked somewhat Hunkish!! At least back in the 1970's! But not now, not freaking now! My looks will crack<b> mirrors </font></b>now. I look like I was dug up dead! Feel like it to! And my depressed, humiliated pathetic emotional state. No self esteem, self confidence, accomplishment in life. A frightened sulking shadow of a man! Half a man! Or rather half of 1% a man! So why do I have these useless balls and cock? Why do I have balls that pump out testoster so I want to jerk off in lonlyness and despair, swooning over women I see I couldn't possibly ever get.? Wanting to touch & kiss them. Wanting to be loved by them. Why don't I just say aufwiedersehen to these tender pathetic balls! Why not just cut or blow them off my body? Or just die! But I will take no shower till it's time!

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