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What Kind of Name is Jokagainagain?
What Kind of Name is Jokagainagain? *Dawn* At first, I was intimidated by all his fans. The lashing out, the bickering, the claims to his cock and sea of girls with legs opened wide ready to be taken by him on a whim. His videos were enchanting, his body language showed great care for these women. I was mesmerized. I had quiet fantasies as I watched him caress and kiss every part of his chosen playmate, dreaming they were me. I tried hard to stay away, knowing...the ugly duckling never gets a chance. My profile was cute. No real nudity, just a hint of a possible naked moment to come. Nothing fabulous, only one 30 second long one of me fingering myself gently. I was approached by tons of men wanting to do all kinds of things to me. My email inbox was constantly full with more piling in. I was overwhelmed by dick pics of all shapes and sizes. I thought about deleting my account several time, but something always drew me back. His profile in the number one spot on the leader board...delicious! The day I opened my email and I saw the tiny pic of his gorgeous body, I almost cringed. I wondered if he was going to call me out on my stalkerness and ask me to stay away. I would be crushed. I did not mean to bother him, he was just so passionate and had such an exquisite body. His voice was always playful and gentle, I could close my eyes and hear it resonate through my mind. Half of me wanted his message to invite me to his bed, but the other half was scared that a true encounter with this handsome faced body of a deity, would leave me with a broken fantasy not even he lived up to. What was I thinking? He definitely was going to tell me to BUZZ OFF! I am plain and uninteresting. Just a fuck toy. Wait! That is not the truth. I have made a few choices I would rather forget, but that has not stopped my pursuit of happiness! And...an invitation to dinner would not be a bad thing, especially from the most sought out man on FriendFinder-x. NO! I will not hurt myself with a let down. But...he did not ever seem like a selfish or arrogant jerk in the videos. Then againagain, every one can behave if they are being watched. And what kind of name is that anyway, Jokagainagain?!What? Did he stop playing football and then start again? Sounds pretty childish! Fuck it! I am gonna give him a piece of my mind...but his video was playing in my head and I could hear his gentle voice. I had to know why he emailed me. I closed my eyes and bravely clicked... Puddles... |
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1 post 6/2/2018 5:06 pm |
Totally amazing and mesmerizing story. I've Never met a better couple on here than you guys. You guys really deserve each other and I'm glad it all came together for you. I actually feel quite lucky and honored to just be able to talk to you. I've only just began to know you but am looking forward to hearing and seeing much more.
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A mentor once said to me, 'What's the downside?' when I was second guessing myself about doing something. That message stayed with me and has been my guiding light ever since. Imagine how things would be different if you hadn't clicked the send button? Fate has a way of stepping in and changing our lives for the better. You two are certainly proof of that.
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Very brave Dawn
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This is so sweet
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4/8/2018 2:57 pm |
....and here we are.... months later.... totally in love and with a couples profile. *Jok* (for the record: Jok is sort of my initial. I've been off and on this three time. First time was just Jok. Second time Jokagain. Third time... well, you get the picture) Puddles...
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Very nice insight Dawn.
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