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keep on walking / my back story
keep on walking / my back story hay there here is more about me and my background too know what you are getting into my greatest strength and weakness is my curiosity and my pragmatism ,By ignoring the fact that you did not think you would hear that type of framing for someone before it sums me up really well. I have almost nothing too work with other then luck that will run out . living in GOV housing for a 3 years has taken its tole I used to work at a shop rite in Granville NY first with my mom and siblings that tended too be a bit abrasive in there actions once emotional and my sis had a boy friend that had some very creative enemies as the more intoned one having a job but no money for new living conditions plus me having ADHD and depression I was verified too go to GOV housing were you are micromanaged to hell and back but were you have plenty of<b> roommates </font></b>single living room multiple rooms but basically a big house with gov staff and i lived there for two years wile working in shop-rite deli clerk part time because working full time is hel and wont be enough for rent or health care . till i moved too congers in December having too leave my job no car to a actual but government apartment . I am now out of a job living through SSA benefits that is barely enough for a month after rent knowing if i get a full time job i will loose my health insurance and in part time i wont have enough for rent and know control of my schedule . because i understand that i went into depression knowing regardless of what i do I will be stuck in a cycle of nothingness with dreams of my end achieving nothing haunting me and my unhealthy diet that i can afford is taking its tole still all i can do is bide my time putting money in a bitcoin mining contract slowly in 20$ or 8$ intervals because that's allot too me and i understand well i am not the only one in this situation .So what i do now is i keep on walking chipping away at the things i need to attend too for my own life . giving advise too others helping out in little ways is ginning something to say i am not worthless .there is a frieze i heard once ,keep on walking , and i live by that fraize one step at a time when id rather be running full sprint |
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