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“When i think about you I touch myself...”
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“When i think about you I touch myself...” I enjoy expressing myself through the written word, and I also enjoy reading. Some of my favorite readings are works of amateurs, people like you and me who aren’t a paid spokesperson and do it because it’s their joy, it has long been a fascination of mine just to muse on the fiction that some come up with, which is why I enjoy reading (and sometimes writing) erotic stories. Truth be told, I’m a bit darker in my fiction than I am with my true life fantasies, which leads me to the statement I wanted to make from the beginning, which is that I am so basic! It’s true, and I’ll be the first to say so; white bread caucasian conservative from a loving two parent family, nothing was really ever given to me but the opportunities were always there if I wanted them, and I’ve been able to ‘get by’ with the choices I’ve made, in Southern California no less. Fifty one years, but have I really ever lived a single day? I don’t want to go ‘Deep Thoughts’ (Jack Handy) here, but I’ve been thinking it over and it keeps coming back to “If not now, when?” (Jack Kennedy). Hell, even my own fantasies are pretty vanilla in comparison to the erotica, yet based on the wonders on pornography I know that they exist, and that drives the need in me to know rather than regret. Being a cheapskate non-paying memeber here I feel that expressing these thoughts on a blog is personally a better way for me to reach my target audience instead of spilling all of my beans on my profile page, and then not being able to respond if any inquiries arise, and so we’ve finally reached my point, another list. The Five On The Sexual Bucket List, list. No countdown, no particular order, and I pray it is considered normal to have lots more and it not being easy to pick just five, because I’ve been mulling over which direction to take this post for a good minute now, but I have decided that I must first be true to myself. I don’t want to pinpoint my desires because I fear they would limit their destinies, so I thought I would try to explain my most common interests grouped by the people who star in them as well as what the fantasy involves, ...and you’ll probably conclude that I am a bore. Excluding the previously detailed count of oral copulation, I have zero actual experience with men, and truth be told, I have never really found myself very attracted to the male body, as a whole (insert joke here). But that does not stop my fascination with the erect penis and in actuality, it is said erect penis that has me on this site to begin with, and so homosexual fantasies top the list. Nothing gets me harder than the seduction, the kindly, Father Figure type who is gentle but firm, the touching and squeezing, feeling and tasting, and all that can be involved with exploring the erect male penis. Which, naturally in my mind, leads to the next group, male couples, and also allows me to expand on the vanilla-ness of my fantasies. Sitting between two lovers with an erection growing in each of my hands is something I have fantasized about since my youth, or perhaps under the bubbles of a jacuzzi, or better yet, a soapy shower, and I fantasize about being involved in all of the foreplay that leads to release, but (at least for now) I would prefer to watch rather than participate if it leads to intercourse. The transgendered community is an obvious for my fantasy list, and the only thing more sexuality exciting to me than my own hard cock stretching against a<b> sheer </font></b>pair of woman’s panties is to see another’s. Now, mind you these are my fantasies (both the ‘my’ and the fantasies), and having always been sensitive towards the community and having participated myself, my fantasies start with the pampering and adoration that leads to understanding and friendship, a trust, the sexuality is more in the moment than the actual physical. Next would be a male and female couple, maybe just looking for a plaything, a special kinky birthday or anniversary gift for a life-long loving couple who may want to play dress-up, or just experiment. I feel bad enough behind the back of my own, so only one side of a couple is of no interest for me, but a bisexual experience between the three of us, just for knowledge and shit and giggles... You know, if was actually a friend’s dad and his girlfriend, way back when i was still in High school, they were very publicly affectionate and it turned me on! What do you know? I inadvertently did list my fantasies in order after all, and the previous four just rolled off the top of my head. A female would close out this Bucket List of mine; one thing I’ve discovered about myself as I have aged is that although the modern day twenty-something female is quite a beautiful sight to behold (as is my understanding via pornography), it is the wisdom and grace of the women my age and definitely above who get more of my attention. To be seduced by a Cougar, or even better, (gently) dominated by one, this kinda leads back to my friend’s dad’s girlfriend, again. Well, there ya go. I want to hold a man’s erect penis, I want to hold two men’s erect penises. I want to be a bisexual play toy and I want to see a beautiful woman get an erection. Then, I want Mommy to take care of me. I guess that’s what it all boils down to when I eliminate most explicit details, but none the less all of the above are just a handful of the things that i still hope to experience, and still remain in the Spank Bank for their potential to finish the job. Now I need a cold shower. Thanks for listening. Title Quote; I Touch Myself, by the Divinyls 1990 |
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