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barely bi  

raymondinKC 62M
12 posts
7/17/2018 9:47 pm
barely bi

I not attracted to 99.9 of men. There was one gay I met who I thought was kind of hot. I thought, if there is one man who attracts me there are bound to be others. I sure that fact is true, but I not looking for men who identify as men.

But since childhood I have been at first mystified and later completely aroused by men who identify as women and men who can pull off the feminine mystique. It started with Geraldine Jones Wilson. (Google that one millennials.) I noticed her thighs were as luscious and thick as Tina Turners. That lust continues today. I love looking at beautiful transgender women as much a cis gender women.

Crossdressers I've seen and met run the gamut from pre trans to men who just like to wear panties and everything in between and more. I don't like men per se, but I like guy who can pull off the trick of arousing my heterosexual urges, eyes, and mind.

I was always straight. Until a combination of curiosity, the internet, and a sexless marriage led me to discover ways to reconnect that childhood fascination with gender crossing. I was able to chat and, if I chose, meet cds, tvs, ts. Many of the transgirls, and cds here on FriendFinder-x are sexy as hell. And they have lots of fans.

It has caused me to reconsider my sexual orientation over the many . The sexless marriage has caused to think of all sorts of sordid relief. I get plenty of offers from men and I politely decline. I straight. At least barely bi.

raymondinKC 62M
14 posts
7/17/2018 9:50 pm

 in the bi closet..and its dusty in here...cough cough


Lkn4funwith2 58M
1216 posts
7/17/2018 10:19 pm

 So far, it seems to be just a fantasy for you. If it really turns you on, and you have the opportunity to actually make it happen, how much older do you plan to be before you make a move? If not now, then when? Just do it.


Gina_L07 67T
387 posts
7/29/2018 3:21 am

 Lisa said "You think it's confusing on your side of the fence? Try it from our side. Some of us aren't attracted to guys in a conventional sense but have sex with them for a feminine experience. "

I fully agree. I would go to gay clubs and when guys would try to talk to me or ask me to dance, it felt weird and I was not sure what to do. Dressing as a female allowed the feminine part of my brain to enjoy that experience and grow closer to my true identity.

Gina {=}


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