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Close to convinced that I will not find him  

daddysbunni 43F
22 posts
8/26/2018 2:03 am
Close to convinced that I will not find him

Perhaps I was just spoiled by an overzealous enthusiastic narcissistic opportunistic lifeless bottom-feeding parasitic waste of life to the point of not knowing what else there is out there, how many of us on a daily basis no in our heart of hearts there's really truly no one out there that is meant for us? Sad... sad. You know the part of you that gets addicted to someone else has almost nothing to actually do with them and more to do with how they made you feel about yourself within the first moments of interaction where your impression of them was burned into your synaptic memory (except of course for Alchemy. Alchemy Alchemy beautiful Alchemy... Alchemy) and then that bridge is the one that you go back to longingly building little paper boats and sailing them off into the muddy trickle of creek water that stinks of urine algae decaying deer bones and frog poop. Leave no stone unturned what would we all be doing if we weren't searching for the perfect thing to jerk it to? I've been quite productive actually in my absence not that I don't like getting off but who am I getting off for two the point I'll tell you the point is disappoint mint it's the perfect breath freshener for the single pillow person by themselves and makes love to their hand... pretending pretending pretending pretending. Where's Thumbkin where is Thumbkin here I am here I am one is up your ass and one is in your cunt and your phone is in a handy little wanker stand.... the one that of course didn't come with your phone but you paid 699 at the convenience store checkout because seems like such a brilliant idea you can't believe you're paying that much for something that should have been free with your phone but f*** it now you own it how handy how handy for hands-free hand me down syndrome society. May as well<b> bone </font></b>it like you own it and then make out with my cigarette.


milkthisinkc2 77M

9/6/2018 5:48 pm

Tell it, Sister!


Daylightlate 45M
2 posts
9/16/2018 10:30 pm

I prefer bubblemint. it is pink, just like one of my favorite things!


allgud69xxx 50M
502 posts
9/18/2018 9:53 pm

Well, if you set your phone to vibrate, and place it strategically close to "something", you can the phone the hell out of yourself. Or, I can phone you ... ?

You probably got it waaaay too right with " ... how they made you feel about yourself within the first moments of interaction... " That shot of newness, of possibility, and maybe a little ego boost that someone likes you. I guess it depends on how long before that wears off in where the relationship goes. Or how long before you're back to dating Palmela Handerson.

-- allgud69xxx

Yeah ... that's right ... I went there ..
Wanna msg, but can't - my Postbox blog Another way to say hi my Postbox


daddysbunni 43F

11/26/2018 5:54 am

Xoxoxo!!


daddysbunni 43F

11/26/2018 5:57 am

    Quoting allgud69xxx:
    Well, if you set your phone to vibrate, and place it strategically close to "something", you can the phone the hell out of yourself. Or, I can phone you ... ?

    You probably got it waaaay too right with " ... how they made you feel about yourself within the first moments of interaction... " That shot of newness, of possibility, and maybe a little ego boost that someone likes you. I guess it depends on how long before that wears off in where the relationship goes. Or how long before you're back to dating Palmela Handerson.
Reel in the real!! Xoxoxo life gets a little easier when you finally say, I don't need to be loved! Ouch. Did I just say that!? LOL


daddysbunni 43F

11/26/2018 5:59 am

    Quoting Daylightlate:
    I prefer bubblemint. it is pink, just like one of my favorite things!
Cotton candy!!!?


allgud69xxx 50M
502 posts
11/28/2018 9:49 pm

Reel in the real!! Xoxoxo life gets a little easier when you finally say, I don't need to be loved! Ouch. Did I just say that!? LOL

Well ... is life, and dealing with people, a little easier when your expectations aren't quite as high? "Appreciated" and "desired" aren't bad, just not the same as the image we all learn of from the time we're small. Is it a fairy tale? I'm not really sure, but may be leaning towards "yes".

Wow, I like today's profile pic .. shows off your dancer nature And I do rather like your reply pic ... that's the kind of girl you cuddle up next to and ignore the world with for all-too-brief a time ...

-- allgud69xxx

Yeah ... that's right ... I went there ..
Wanna msg, but can't - my Postbox blog Another way to say hi my Postbox


adeezl69 40M

12/2/2018 1:41 am

You seem like a pretty legit person, props as 99% are so incredibly fake in this modern digital eating society...


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