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Dumb?  

Polly99One 34M
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9/16/2018 5:18 pm
Dumb?

Every time I read something I have written, I always feel like an idiot! lol My grammar needs to improve, my whole perception of reality needs to be rearranged, and the sense of pride at having clarified my immediate emotions is gone! I change a lot... but in a consistent way.

Oh well. About the masturbation self study... I like the holding it for a week and then really letting loose. That tends to work out well. The added energy of sexual tension always building in my balls is in someways a personal energy source. However, sometimes I wake up so horny that I just want to fuck all day, and being a loner without friends, that usually ends in peaceful self love.

I really wish I didn't have to masturbate, honestly. Though, I guess I just haven't had much of a chance with women. I spent a good part of my twenties moving around on ships in the Navy, crewed by all men, except for two women on my first, who were on the commissioned side of things. Anyone want to do a military fantasy with me?

Not only that but I spent most of my free time reading and writing books! Doesn't make me into much of a socialite, even if my creative skills are a bit developed.

Anyway, masturbation good, but sex is better. Best is sex with a strong romantic connection--- oh what a dream! Are my hopes and efforts for love wasted here?

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