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This is who I was, I am not that person anymore  

Tabbithatwitch 62F
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11/9/2018 7:45 am
This is who I was, I am not that person anymore

This is who I was, I not that person anymore and I invite you all to rejoice in not only my but all our freedoms

There are times when I understand what you are doing and why,
at other times I just want to scream and cry,
I am so alone, bereft, desolate, I miss you so much,
nothing really matters anymore if you are not in my life.
To discover so much with one person in such a short space of time,
so much love, care and fun, an unspoken oneness,
you are my mate, my friend, my lover and my soul mate,
I am the lady in waiting and I will wait for you for as long as it takes,
but please don't take too long.
I feel empty but at the same time very heavy,
almost trance like I go through the motions
during each passing day
becoming more and more inclined to staying at home
where I can feel your presence the most,
obviously, I want to drown in the remnants of you,
every space has a memory of us,
every surface carries the dna of your finger prints
as I yearn for your fingers, your hands, your arms,
your body to be on and around me.
The plans that we made and the unfinished projects
stand as monuments to our unfinished love affair,
and my god I want you back more than anything.
I want to share all that I am and all that I have with you,
I have been strong for so long in preparation for you, for us,
together we are as one, apart we are just wasting air.
Incomplete souls, muddling through hanging on to what?

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