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No Happy Medium !!!
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No Happy Medium !!! Having anything or something desireable is the zest of life, one could say, something being so Abundantly Good it could be blissful; if it was AWESOME & HEAVENLY<~~Id love too find someone like that !!! I always try too look towards the positive side of things if at all possible, sometimes that's hard task with how life is some days. I always try too make a point of trying too be honest about things, some people don't want too hear the real truth though, even when your telling them the truth, sometimes they still don't believe me, its really tough, I wear my heart on my<b> sleeve </font></b>!!! Sometimes that could be a shake my head moment !!! I don't have no idea what is like in the dealings with womens emotions but for myself, this is some of my honesty !!! Someone could feel however they decided too feel it would only be determined however they decided too perceive it !!! Around sept 27 2011 from then. till august 11, 2017 I was doing time for a 5th DWI that consisted of two beers and when I blew into the machine it registered .09 1/100th of a percent over, that sucks !!! That whole time just imagine being just who you are, person could miss out on a lot of things, to miss out on making love too whatever your thought might be that to you ??? Only satisfaction your getting is thoughts of what it could be like if something or a miracle could happen !!! When I came home that's all I could think about !!! The start of that a guy I knew inside told me MIKE I got this chick she loves me,, but he says I don't care nothing about her !!! I tell him well let me get her number then either way if she really loves you shell still want you when Im looking after her !!! He gives me the number and when Im taking too her she tells me she aint even the slightest bit interested !!! Well I tried no big deal, Im in this class and Im eyeing this cute one and is she my perfect girl ??? who knows shes smiling though !!! I hear her on phone say shed like too have someone to do thing with and I tell her Im game for that let me get her number !!! we start asking a million questions were doing everything but feeling each out yet, but it sounds like if there wasn't many people around where a person could have hid away, I might want too see what the badkof her tongue or mouth tasted like =that's without saying !!! Imgladnothing got started because it was after this that she decided to start having her husband come to class too, I liked the woman but aint trying too breakup someone happy home !!! |
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So this is and on going story aint even scratching the surface even close yet !!! So any way a friend of a friend hears that Ive been locked up and aint had the chance or opportunity too have my pleasures with a woman in a mighty long while gives me a 100.00 bill and tells me hes got the first one !!! tells me about this place on the internet called a guys name with list behind it !!! I find a listing that Im leaning towards and I call the number and find out some details on where to be and what time or maybe just where to be !!! I make the call someone tell me theyre waiting on some family and also that they need too apply some make-up so I figure that's acceptable especially if theyre looking really hott and sexxxy for me !!! I stood in the parking lot for around 3 or 4 hours waiting drank the better part of two each 40oz of beers didn't want too get too shit faced because I love too please my partner if at all possible, pleasing me is when I know Im pleasing you more or I understand your enjoying ones self !!! When I finally make it to the young womans door I knock and she answers and we look at each other, she lets me in and I lay my lottery ticket on the table. it was what it was aint gonna glorify it or degrade it any. other than I could have probably better spent that money some how else, she was rushing me the whole time =, saying her brother was coming and we needed too hurry up and that was probably him that I seen outside smoking a cigarette if I was thinking right of the whole situation !!! It wasnt the kind of fun I had hoped or looked too have it was what it was !!! SO on to the next chapter,,, I have this friend ??? he tells me hes gonna send a woman to me and shell take care of those thoughts I got, I tell him OK ~~!!! LIKE ITS HIS PROBLEM !!! I didn't know this guy very well so I didn't know what too believe !!! SHE comes to my room I can tell by what she doesn't say that she wanting me too be her boy friend andf shes thinking I should help her out with a cell phone and all kinds of things so shes thinking. I tell her Ill try too look after her best I can and do what I can and even if her stuff is around Ill not let anyone steal her stuff ??> that's the thing right there wont let anyone steal her stuff but maybe she can five finger discount something if its my stuff and shell move her stuff around my stuff so when Im picking up my stuff, Im stealing all your stuff too, wont realize it till afterwards ANYWAY because most times Ill do it when your at work or whenever anyways. Later on you try too reason with them and tell them not too steal from you but who REALLY cares Ill just laugh it off, your the only one who cares I stole your stuff !!! I tried too treat the person with respect like anyone would want to be treated. One night I say Id gonna walk over too the convient store she wants to go to ??? I Know how I grew up as a kid, if you want something you kind of either need too know =you got something coming or you need to be able too pay for it, aint none of this I got too have everything in the store because I know your a nice guy !!! Gonna tax your nice ass because all the guys ahead of you fucked me over and their friends did too so Im gonna take everything that everyone else did too me and your gonna pay for all of it !!! Then on the way back Im getting too hear about how badass you think you are and how your something more than ordinary and and and and just talking out of the side of your neck at me and Im looking down at your little shrimp ass shaking my head because you have NO IDEA how I dislike having too put up with drama, especially this bullshit !!! Somewhere along the way she does let me have sex with her, wish I could tell you how bad it really without incriminating myself, she waited the first time till it was time for me to go to work, then she said lets have sex, told her I aint got time now you done waited too long,,, we had all nite and you fucked it away till now !!! was she exciting !!! YEAH SHE COULD BE when she wanted too be the rest of the time thinking she was playing me I guess who knows !!! Ill say this A LOT,, ( I love too please) when I can, she told me once that I wasn't rubbing it right !!! that kinda pissed me off, aint NEVER had a woman tell me I wasn't rubbing it right !!! WHATEVER there was a time that we really tried hard, but I don't think she really wanted it too happen not for me anyway, I tried too get her off, and I tried my damdest till I thought my arm was gonna fall off because she still wasn't there yet !!!
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