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My gangbang addiction - the beginning
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My gangbang addiction - the beginning R and I were really close after confessing our feelings to each other. Sex was even better but R wanted more and wanted to explore into the world of group sex. By chance, we were invited to join this swinging group for a casual dinner meet up. Intrigued in the world of group sex, we agreed on the meet up. Little did we know that the meet up was just to initiate us into the group. The decision to join the group was as though we were opening pandora's box..... fun in the beginning.... but things didn't end up good.... that's exactly what happened to us..... Our first swing with them was kinda fun, R being R, he knew exactly the kinda guys I would like to have sex with. As I was new in this scene, I felt bad to reject guys if I wasn't comfortable in having sex with them. R was always there to help me get out of sticky situations. I still remembered that I was feeling so awkward and shy being naked around of a group of equally naked guys and ladies. R was there to ensure me and tries to make me relax. He was more like my shepherd than my partner in most situations. The first time was really full of mixed emotions…. We actually have some games before starting the “party”. So… I wasn’t the first person to kiss R, wasn’t the first person to give him a blow job and wasn’t the first person he had sex with too. I don’t know why…. But I felt so<b> jealous </font></b>about it. Honestly, I wasn’t really enjoying myself till when we had our own private time. While sending me back home, R and I actually talked about this. He knew something wasn’t right and there was things on my mind. I told him exactly how I felt and we came to this agreement that on all future parties, I will have him first before anyone else could. After this party, we really starting to explore the swinging lifestyle. Throughout our time together we had private sessions with a few couples on separate occasions and we joined the swinging group for a few parties. R and I we were selective about who we have sex with and who we were playing with. So before each sessions, R will request for a casual meet up with the couple first before he will make arrangement to have private session with them. One of the main factor is that R knew that I am bi-curious and I do have a certain preference for females that I have fun with. So most of the time it is very much about my preference. Honestly, being with R does makes me feel like a princess. Even though R is married, he does make sure that he spend every single time that he could with me. But good things doesn’t last, we had a huge fight and broke up shortly after that. Sex was always good with him. It was even better when we were having fun with other couples. R did taught me a lot of things, he taught me how to say no and he taught me to be more confident in myself. He didn’t just open this new world to me, he guide me and he help me to explore my own sexuality. Even though we broke up, I was actually invited to orgies from this person I know through the swinger group. I did end up joining quite a few of their orgies and that’s where I learned even more things about myself. (To be continued) |
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3/10/2019 12:02 pm |
great experience and memories..
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