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Cabin Fever
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Cabin Fever It snows here a LOT! I'm at work and I can hear the wind blowing outside like it's tearing the world apart. Another snow storm is moving in. I love being outside and finding adventure; mostly by taking the road out of town. The last few months this area seems to get blasted by mountains of snow followed by artic cold temp's. I'm bored~ I'm restless~ feeling disconnected from world and wondering if I have lost my vocal cords because my voice is seldom used. I've started binge watching TV shows and talk to the TV. That's how I know I'm really sick with cabin fever. When the TV becomes my source of life. Urrghhhh…. I was searching in Amazon prime video's the other day and came across an older movie called "Sliver" came out in 1993, it star's Sharon Stone, William Baldwin, and Tom Berenger. Holy crap.... its an incredibly erotic movie. Has a great plot and twist and turns a thriller romance type... The<b> scenes </font></b>are so raw and erotic they play over and over in your mind when you alone touching yourself. Those private moments you don't share (well I guess some do share online its a thing) but for most of us the private moments. Though there is a scene where Sharon Stone touches herself while she is alone in the bathroom, unknown to her that she is being watch. Sexually I am more free when I'm alone touching myself than I have ever been with anyone... And it makes me wonder as I listen to the wind howl outside. How I would feel if I found out I had been watched? Would I be nervous and not so free and relaxed the next time I let my hands move across my intimate parts? Would fear of possibility hinder the outcome. I mean everywhere we go these days we seem to be on camera and we just go through life picking our noses and adjusting our panties not thinking about them. And we free ourselves in those private moments when we think were alone. uninhibited. I also wonder how someone would look at me if they were to catch a glimpse of who I am in those private moments when I escape reality and release the need from body.. Would it turn them on... turn them off... Think its something beautiful something gross..... I suppose it would be viewed as different things by different people... And it's not anything I am going to allow to be viewed anytime soon.... But I really need to give an applause to all you people who can reveal that part of yourself on camera and draw in a crowd.... I guess I never understood how confident and comfortable you had to feel about yourself to do what you do.... Anyway... Have a great Wed. and if your in this storm.... stay warm and try avoid cabin fever...... |
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