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To all of you :)
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To all of you :) I just realise something. exactly one year ago today, I supposed to get married after 9 together and it all falls apart and for the next couple of weeks last year I was locking myself up at home all alone..picking up all the pieces of my heart and tried to mend it. I'm all sorts of fucked up. its been a year... I'm always surprised of how fast time flies. when I think of it...I can still remember all those awful feelings...of what I should do just to survive another day. I remember calling my sister day and night crying and screaming...fuck.. I hate myself that time. oh yeah...the broken heart heals slowly... I'm actually glad that I didn't ended up to marry the wrong guy..but lets not think about that. past is past. I remember though...couple of months after that around march, I signed up again in the FriendFinder-x ...simply because I love sex too much and I do need sex haha. I could easily picked up a guy in the club but I much prefer to talk and get to know each other a bit before we hooked up. too many psychos out there...im one of them hahaha... only in certain situation haha. anyway, I met one or two guys that become regular and some ONS which was great. but thats not really the . the important is that I'll never forget was the day that when I started write blogs...either about sex or about me or whatever...and I got to interact or got advise or got comment from everyone that read my blogs. and I'm proudly say that it's kinda my turning . no matter what kind of site this FriendFinder-x...that very first day when I wrote my first blog and read the comment.... thats the first time that I'm actually felt better in months. that I don't feel alone at all. im fucking serious. and time passed and i got to know some of you deeper and even become friends.... it was really great....this blogville actually save my life in some way... all of you..that's been reading and commenting my blogs....it might not a big deal for you guys but It kinda big deal for me. I have new friends and I get to talk about things that I love. am I being too emo? lol...anyway....im just glad to be here today...saying 'fuck you' to one year ago. and thank you thank you thank you to all of you that's been there for me when I needed someone the most. and for all the guys that I met here or other places...let's keep on fucking  thank you |
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hugs to all of you!
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1/19/2020 9:44 am |
Love yourself and its all good.....
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happy to you
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1/19/2020 9:55 am |
That is very interesting wish I could come meet you sometime in the future
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You sound like an amazing woman glad your blogs got you out of your shell, there are still people on here with big hearts 
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I'm so glad you moved on away from your hurtful experience. Yes, this is a wild and crazy site, but in some way it gets us away from the daily problems. I love sex too and what better way to express ourselves on here. You will do fine, you are sexy and very intelligent. You will find someone new!
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Congratulations for making it thru and coming out on the other side. I def know how hard that is....as i am still in the process myself. Kudos to you for moving on and recognition of how hard it was and for understanding ( and verbalizing ) how impactful this site can be. Huggss to you too~~
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The blog keeps me sane as well, and even more when i used to write a lot more often. Seems I have to censor things too much for it to be an outlet anymore like it was. Aut viam inveniam aut faciam Tips for Guys to Meet Women  Things i miss most about relationships
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1/19/2020 11:15 am |
Right on
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Great post
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Glad the blogs have been good for you, and that you have survived and thrived this year. Yes,....human beings are social animals!
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At least you've not spent the last nine years regretting that decision. Sure the past defines what type of person we are, but no point in wishing things had been different. Here's to happier times ahead.
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Life is hard but it has enjoyable moments.
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1/26/2020 4:25 pm |
wow! somehow i missed so many blogs from you. i chose this one to answer because of what you wrote. no matter what you think of yourself think only good things. yes i read of how you like to fuck, suck cocks, and show no guilt only joy... just remember those that judge you (1) the ones that you rejected (2) the ones that wish they could live your life and don't hate and love begin in the same place in one's mind. when they are happy they spread happiness. when they are unhappy they spread hate  there is a world of difference between insanity and stupidity
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2/9/2020 5:52 pm |
I am so glad I found your blog . Hugggggggggs and loads of sunshine for you
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